When Pj's parents die in a fire when she's only 2, she's taken to an orphanage seeing as the rest of her family was at the party where her parents were when the fire happened. Pj learned to grow up alone, no friends, no one to talk to, just Youtube videos to watch. When Dan and Phil walk in looking for a teenager, they spot her. Pj has to learn to live with a totally different life than her old one. She deals with hate, bullying, cheating, and back stabbing. Will she make it through? Or will she grow her wings at an age too young? Lets find out. Although it's not fully written out yet, there will most likely be mentions of depression and self harm/old scars. Any section that has a possible trigger I will have marked, and if a section isn't marked and you feel like it should be, please make me aware of it in the comments. (Currently under a little bit of re-writing.)

Part 1 Phil is the new boy to school. Dan is the loner who doesn't talk. After his new friends, Chris and Pj, convince him to talk to him, Phil finds himself fascinated with him. As they grow closer he learns that the silent boy has a lot more to him. Part 2 After high school Dan and Phil moved in together, growing closer than before. As Phil finds out more and more about Dan's horrible past he finds himself feeling something more... Does Dan? What are they going to do though when Dan finally breaks? Can Phil fix him? And after 5 years of asking of Phil asking 'talk to me' will he? A/N Part 1 is mostly an in-depth backstory if you want to skip, although it might not make sense then. It also contains no actual 'Phan'. It will be entirely Phils POV for part 1 and mostly Phil for part 2. This book was inspired by 'Speak Up Already' by Geniusotaku. This is my first fan fiction so constructive criticism is appreciated. Credit to whoever made the cover, idk who it was I just found it. Completed! Contains: Phan (duh), KickTheStickz, Troyler, minor Zalfie. WARNING!!!! This book will probably be VERY triggering!! CONTAINS: attempted suicide, triggering thoughts, boyxboy, anorexia, depression, anxiety, selective muteness, abuse.

Completed. Read my other One-Shot collection for updated fluff (and smut.)