- dan always hated the idea of secret admirers. - that is, until phil came along. [punk!phil x pastel!dan] ::::

phan // in which two boys who are definitely toxic for each other decide to not care

"'I miss you.' 'What do you mean? I'm right here.' He shook his head. 'No, I mean I miss seeing you. I miss your smile. Seeing you smile made me so happy. I'm still so upset that I'll never see it again.' I breathed in, a bit shaky. 'You've just got to remember that if I'm with you, I'm always smiling, okay?' 'I still miss seeing you. If I could have just one opportunity to be able to see again, even just for a moment, I would spend my time just watching you smile. That's all I would want....'" After a horrible accident, Phil loses his sight and goes completely blind. Dan's help has been amazing to get him through it, but Dan can't help falling in love with his best friend - now in daily need of his care and attention. This story is about love and trust, and how two friends - much more than friends - overcome the odds of a disability, and how they realize that no matter how difficult it gets, they will always have each other. (Warnings: none! :D Fluffy, a little dash of angst, looong)

My thoughts on demisexuality, as someone who is beginning to identify as a demisexual themselves. Demisexuality. It still has that little red dotted line under it; the word is so new to us that it hasn’t even been put in the dictionary. Its so new to the world, its so young, not many people understand it. As someone who had no idea it existed up until a few days before writing this, it took me article after article to grasp the concept. Not because it seemed fake, but because it was so me. It certainly sounds strange, something sounding so me, But how can something you’ve never heard of sound so you? How can you know its you, if you barely understand what it is? Let alone what you are? For me, it was like a puzzle piece that I found under the couch; the one that completed the picture I had been trying to solve for ages. The puzzle with the lacking piece not only made me feel incomplete, but outcasted. It was the one key to figuring out why I always felt different, and I why I never seemed to fit into the category of bi, or pan, or hetero, or homo, or A-grey. No matter how much I researched the terms and their definitions, there was always a tiny voice that just knew something about each one of those was wrong. I’m heterosexual, yes, but something always felt strange about crushing on a stranger. My friends would always try to find me someone to crush on, and yeah, maybe I had a slight rush of attraction, but it faded faster than it came. As I carefully researched sexuality, I came across something I hadn’t ever heard of before. Demisexuality. The more I read about it, the more I was just thinking yes! this is me! It was as if that puzzle piece that I never seemed to be able to find, finally showed itself. Demisexuality is not asexuality, and that is the most important thing to note. This is the Pt 1 of the full self written article because it was too long to fit, part two will have the same title with an added 'Pt 2'. Thanks for reading, -Q

So I've been seeing all these memes and little jokes for gay and lesbian people and trans people but I havent found any for demisexuals like myself. So I'm making some. You guys can help me out too so like comment funny demi stuff k? It'd really help seen as I literally only came out like a month ago... well technically I'm still not out cos my parents dont know but my friends know and thats all I care about really. Hope you guys find these as funny as I do. I mean no hate to anyone with these. I love everyone... well no I dont cos I'd be pan if that were true XD but I mean no disrespect. I guess these might be personal feelings so if they dont apply to you... I'm weird XD. Gay pride. We were born this way.

Dan why do I do this to my self? why do I spend my time with this? I lost all my friends,mom hates me.i have no one,Phil DOSENT even talk to me anymore! I'm scared Dan,I'm scared what will happen to my future. I know why I do this Dan,cause I'm hiding from the truth. ------------------------------------------------- complete story,all rights reserved.dont steal unless you want your butt kicked,some strong language. ENJOY!!!

Blue is the prettiest color, isn't it? (an: this book is utter shit but for some reason people like it so it would be wrong to delete it )

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[THIS HAS OFFICIALLY FINISHED.] [Highest Rank- 12th.] A bunch of different types of phanfics that I personally enjoyed reading and others have read themselves. I hope this may help you pick out some phanfics to read during your spare time. (And I know that the picture has a different title to the title of the story sssh.) (More fics are always added in. Usually monthly or so. Sometimes when I can be bothered I'll add in ten but sometimes I'll add 5.)

Basorexia: a strong craving or hunger for kissing WARNING: MILD LANGUAGE, SELF HARM, SUICIDE, ABUSE, AND DEPRESSION. YOU'VE BEEN ADVISED. Dan who is selectively mute, gets bullied at his school, and Phil tries to cheer him up. "Dan isn't the ordinary teenager. He doesn't enjoy parties, drinking, or big crowds. He's different from everyone else. Nobody ever said he likes being the way he is. Dan feels lonely all the time, and he has no friends. He's sad, and he believes there's nothing he can do about it. Therapy isn't working, his dad isn't helping, and the anti depressants don't do much. On the other hand, Phil is happy. He brings cheer to those around him, and he brightens everyone's day with a smile. Nobody ever remembers a day in their life where Phil was ever sad. Phil also doesn't like parties, drinking, smoking, or very large crowds."