I once lost a loved one in life. And I don't want that to happen again. Because I have suffered so much for three years. And I'm really tired. Until I met third. That will bring joy to my life again, for the second time. I really thought, I would be happy. But that was only temporary. He also hurt me and left me alone. Again. His reason why? he remembers me with blair, his ex-girlfriend who has also been dead for a long time. I couldn't help but to laugh, we were both left alone. and because of that, I am afraid to trust and love again.