Grey's Anatomy fan fic...... My version of what started in season 11 and how I think things should have played out for Derek/Amelia. All the missing details of Meredith leaving home and what her life was like those missing months. Somethings will follow the show but alot will just be my own version....... Read, Vote, comment and tell me what you think.

The plane crash happened, But everyone survived. Mark is making a plan to propose to his girlfriend, Lexie Grey. They're in a good spot after everything cleared up. Will they end up getting married? Callie and Arizona are as strong as ever. They want to have another kid, and they're trying. Will they have a kid? Adopt? Not have anymore kids? Meredith and Derek are true lovers. They're what every couple wants to have. They were love at first sight. What will happen to them? Anything? Jo and Alex are strong and staying Jolex. Will anything happen with their relationship? Amelia and Owen are just themselves. Fantasizing about their future together. Jackson and April have a rocky relationship after Samuel. They try to work through it though. Will they make it through all their problems? Or will they crash and burn? Will everything be good? Will walls be torn down? Read to find out.

This is a sequel to 'How to live again' this will contain spoilers if you haven't read my first book. April is in Zurich trying to escape from everything, nobody knows we're she went. Jackson is left with his two kids all alone Liam and Blake. Meredith and Derek have their three kids Zola, Bailey and Ellis everything is perfect in their little bubble. Mark and Lexie have two kids but what happens when someone from Mark's past shows up? What happens to April? Amelia and Owen are happy dating but what if Christina comes back? Will Owens emotions change? Christina is shocked by the appearance of April, will they go back to Seattle together? Or will nobody know where they all end up?

How I wish grey's anatomy would have been like.

We all know the grays anatomy story...... Lexie and Mark die and don't get a happy ending. Arizona and Callie just don't work. Derek and Meredith can't finish their ending. So what happens if this greys episode turns out different? Turns out................,................. Happy? Fights break ups screaming yelling and happy endings? DISCLAIMER! DO NOT OWN ANY CHARACTERS OR SOME SCENES!!!!?