Book Two of Memories Trilogy. I have a million feelings, a thousand of thoughts, a hundred of memories, in one person. Memories still warm me up from the inside, but they7 also tear me apart. The worst part of holding the memories is not the pain. It's the loneliness of it. No matter how much suffering I went through, I never wanted to let go of those memories. I have learned that if you must leave a place that you have lived in and loved and where all your yesteryears are buried deep, leave it any way except a slow way, leave it the fastest way you can. Never turn back and never believe that an hour you remember is a better hour because it is dead. Passed years seem safe ones, vanquished ones, while the future lives in a cloud, formidable from a distance. I will never turn back in the several years passed, but still the memories will remain in my heart. There are memories that time does not erase, forever does not make loss forgettable, only bearable. I'm not hoping that we'll going to back the day are love was through, but I know, someday, now not but someday, he'll going to face me again not as his lover but still his friend, he'll going tolook for me, because of our Screaming Memories. (Completed-Finished; April 20, 2019)

Everyone deserves to be loved not to be hurt. Everyone deserves someone who can make them happy not to make them cry. Everyone deserves to be treated the way they want to. Sacrifices? Tears? Pain? He left me hanging. He left me without saying the reason. He left me without any explanation. He left me without saying the truth. All I know is he left me with all the pain. (Completed-Finished; July 7, 2018)