"who will fix me now?" Kita yang saling menggenggam erat pada lingkup gelap tidak berujung. Ingin menarik, memiliki. Tapi eratnya menyakiti semua, di saat kita tahu kita bukan siapa-siapa. Ingin bersatu yang akhirnya melebur pada kalimat ingin mengalah dan menyerah pada jalan sesak di depan sana. Tapi semua tidak sebaik itu ketika apa yang terencana telah berubah. Kita sadar, menggenggam erat terlalu melelahkan. Kita sadar semua tidak lagi sama di saat takdir telah berubah dan menentang untuk kita saling memihak. Kamu dan aku hanya menjadi angan, menjadi bayang. Dan lagi-lagi, kita tidak lagi satu... seperti dulu. 18+ this story contains traumatic events, violence, self harm and toxic relationship. Copyright © 2019 oceanlightblue. All rights reserved.

{FIRST BOOK IN 'THE GIRL IN THE HOODIE' SERIES} {2014-2018} A girl moved to California two years ago. No one knows what she looks like. All they know is that she wears a hoodie. *~*~*~* "HOLY SHIT, NOAH! WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU LET THE TROLLEY GO?! COME BACK! OH MY FUCKING LIFE, FIZZY DRINKS UP AHEAD--" BANG FIZZ POP "...am I dead?" I'm suddenly grabbed by the back of my hoodie and pulled up from the ground and out of the mess of the opened bottles of fizzy which had exploded when the trolley and I crashed into them. My hands instantly go to my hood and I sigh in relief to find that it hadn't fallen off through all of that. I turn my head and look the the employee who's holding me, his face completely red and the vein in his neck throbbing. "Wassup, dude?" I smile sheepishly. *~* {HIGHEST RANKINGS: #1 in Funny #1 in Sad And #1 in Cancer apparently }

{SENSITIVE CONTENT} Olivia Greene. A typical nerd? Not really. Shy. Awkward. Fashion sense from hell? Of course. Olivia has been picked on her entire high school life. It's finally senior year and she can't wait to graduate and move away. But what she didn't realise was that the year was going to turn her life upside down. She has a secret no one knows. Bruises no one sees and screams no one hears. At least that's what she thought. Now enter Neel Taylor. The typical school bad boy. Heart throb and don't forget rumoured gang leader. What happens when Olivia runs into Neel quite literally. What happens when he breaks down all her walls to finally realise why she's the nerd. Well, I guess you'll just have to read on to find out how the bad boy saves her.

(Complete) After Seren is assaulted by someone in her friend group, she begins to fall deeper into the depths of her depression. No one seems to notice, except for the former bad boy and his friends. "Seriously, this is probably the best book I've read on Wattpad." -@dowries "I thought you were bluffing in the description but dang, you got me. Ima say- this truly is one of the best books on Wattpad." -@jamzeverywhere "Easily the best book I have ever read and I'm not exaggerating." - @purelyaureila "Simultaneously shattered me and put me back together, one of the best things I've ever read. Didn't think I could love two characters so deeply." -@imswriting "If I was ever to reread a book- it would be this one." -@thethotpocket "This is my favourite book! I would pay literal money just to continue to experience these characters!" - @sapphhhireee Spin Offs: Notice Me, and Trust Me *****

Evanna Halls, a 12 year old girl tries to overcome her mental illnesses while dealing with bullies in school and a divorce from their parents. After a horrific accident, she is forced to move away from her normal life and move in with her dad, who became the step-father of 6 boys, making her their newest step-sister. Jayden, the youngest boy, who is the same age as her, despises her the most. Throughout the book, his backstory, along with many other dark secrets will be figured out. Author's Note:
I wrote this book when I was a teenager, during a time when I was working through a lot of intense feelings and experiences in my own life. The story reflects that period of my imagination and emotional processing. Some of the content involves abuse, bullying, and mental health struggles, and it may be difficult or triggering for some readers. I've shared this story because it helped me feel seen and understood when I needed it most, and I hope it can offer some sense of connection or comfort to others as well. Please take care of yourself while reading.

Sejak pertama kali bertemu dengan Anna, Bima sudah bertekad membencinya. Anak perempuan mungil, polos, aneh, pendiam, berwajah seperti boneka yang selalu tersenyum dan tidak pernah marah. Tapi bagaimana bila takdir selalu mempertemukan mereka selama bertahun-tahun? Terlebih saat Bima menyadari bahwa sangat sulit untuk membenci orang yang tidak pernah sadar bila dibenci. Bagaimana bila Bima perlahan menyadari bahwa perasaannya perlahan berubah... "Hati-hati." Ujarnya dingin. Ini ucapan paling halus yang bisa di katakan Bima di luar kata maaf. Sedetik, Bima menunggu Nana marah atau nangis. Dua detik, ekspresi wajah Nana berubah. Tiga detik, Nana mendongak menatapnya. Empat detik, Nana tersenyum lucu. Lima detik, Bima tertegun tak habis pikir. Ada anak perempuan seperti Nana Thank you for reading this :) MOHON JANGAN COPY PASTE YA :) XOXOXO

[Selesai] [Tolong jangan plagiat] "Kenapa lo terus-terusan nyusahin sih?" Perempuan berponi dengan rambut dicepol itu menyengir. "Kita kan tetangga, senyum dong Anta!" [Beberapa chapter di privat] Copyrightⓒ2017 by theblackrosee_ #2 in teen fiction (12.11.2017)

[COMPLETED] "Apa rasanya?" tanya Chiara spontan. Theodoric menoleh, cowok itu mengapit rokoknya di jemari, lalu tersenyum miring. "Manis, kayak ciuman," jawabnya tenang. Chiara berkedip lugu, masih menatap Theodoric dan terlihat benar-benar percaya pada apa yang cowok itu katakan. "Mau?" °°° Content warning(s): Alcohol, smoking, mature humor, harsh word, sensitive topic, kissing, etc. Cover dari aku sendiri. [FOLLOW AKU SUPAYA DAPAT NOTIF] JANGAN DIJIPLAK! ☠️🔪

Dari awal pun, hubungan ini dimulai dengan alasan yang tidak jelas. Terlalu berantakan untuk memulai cinta di dalamnya. Ada yang salah dalam hubungan ini, tapi mereka sama-sama tidak peduli, atau lebih tepatnya berpura-pura tidak peduli. Sesuatu yang berantakan harusnya disusun dengan lebih hati-hati, bukan dibiarkan sampai akhirnya menjadi tidak terkendali. Saling menggenggam karena takut kesepian sendiri. Terlalu erat dalam menggenggam sampai tidak menyadari apa yang sebenarnya ia genggam.

[COMPLETED] [JUDUL SEBELUMNYA : Hey, Shawty] Pembicaraan tentang Andreas selalu datang dan pergi, tapi keberadaannya masih menjadi misteri. Katanya, Andreas pernah masuk penjara remaja. Kecanduan alkohol, dan terjerat kasus narkoba. Andreas disembunyikan pihak sekolah, entah di ruangan mana di salah satu sudut dari empat bangunan utama. Reputasinya besar, tapi buruk. Cewek-cewek yang menyukai Andreas pasti sudah tidak normal, dan ternyata jumlah cewek tidak normal di sekolah cukup banyak. Dara bersumpah tidak akan tertarik tentang Andreas sampai mati. Reputasi besarnya sebagai murid kebanggaan guru-guru tentu lebih penting daripada apa pun. Lalu suatu hari, Dara tersandung karma. Dara kehilangan kewarasannya, dan berhenti jadi cewek normal. •°•°•°•°• Content warning(s): Alcohol, smoking, mature humor, harsh word, sensitive topic, dirty pick up line, kissing, etc. Cover dari aku sendiri. JANGAN DIJIPLAK!