This book is about my everyday life dealing with autism. I am diagnosed with an autistic disorder and what you see here is mostly what I deal with in a daily basis. I only hope that it will show the world what having autism is like for the person dealing with it...aside from seeing the parent's point of view. :)

Ella is a sixteen year old girl with Autism. All she wants in her life is to have someone special in her life and to help out anyone she can. When junior year begins she hopes that the new guy in town, Parker, might be the one. Will Parker forget about his reputation to make her happy or will popularity get the best of him and ruin her dreams of love?

All of the deleted scenes from the final version of you make me sick (for being so perfect). Set in the same universe as the fic and are the things I cut out. (This work may not be posted/copied/reproduced/translated without explicit permission from the author.)

Lauren Jauregui is a lot of things. She's caring, she's intelligent and she's beautiful. But Camila Cabello doesn't notice those things when she and Lauren first come into contact. Camila notices her nervous ticks, and how she refuses to look at her, and how she never furthers conversation. At first, Camila takes that the wrong way, and deciding that Lauren is nothing more than a rude girl who happens to have the same friends as her, eventually stops trying to make friends. It isn't long before Camila realises she's been wrong the whole time. (This work may not be posted/copied/reproduced/translated without explicit permission from the author.)

Some relatable memes about being an Autistic person.

Lauren hates everything but most of all, she hates herself for letting her go.

I found a bunch of old drafts for you make me sick (for being so perfect) and am now editing them into one shots. One in particular is really long so that'll probably be a separate thing. None of these are related and are just random drafts with no continuity. Enjoy (This work may not be posted/copied/reproduced/translated without explicit permission from the author.)

Follow my story as I show you what it's like to see the world with Autism Spectrum Disorder.