❝i hope you're ready, 'cause im about to tell you the story of my life, more specifically why my life ended and if you're listening to these tapes, you're one of the reasons why.❞ In which guilt consumed the Petrova doppelganger and she just couldn't save herself from drowning. (trigger warning; rape/depression/suicide) (tvd season 3 au) (tvd - 13 rw crossover)