Ist das jetzt dieses sentimentale Gespräch, wo der Protagonist bemerkt, dass er eine Wahl hatte? Ich hoffe nicht. Aber ich habe schon immer in meinem Leben auf eine Rührszene gehofft.

Vielleicht eine Sammlung von poetischen, tiefgründigen Versen. Vielleicht auch einfach nur sinnlose Worte, in sinnlosen Sätzen mit einem Punkt dahinter. Ihr entscheidet.

Wie plane ich mein neues Buch? Wodurch gelingt mir ein Klappentext? Womit überwinde ich Schreibblockaden? Falls ihr hilfreiche Antworten auf Fragen wie diese sucht, seid ihr hier vollkommen richtig. In "P.C.'s Schreibratgeber" werde ich auf eure persönlichen Anfragen für Schreibtipps eingehen und die am häufigsten gestellten Fragen rund um das Verfassen von respektablen Werken beantworten. Zusätzlich werde ich auch auf spezifischere Thematiken eingehen, um euch möglichst wertvolle sowie praktische Ratschläge mit auf den Weg zu geben und auf diese Weise euren Alltag als Autoren und Wattpad-Nutzer so leicht wie möglich zu gestalten. Frohes Schreiben! ••• SACHBÜCHER • #1 (23.10.2018) #BUCH • #1 (23.10.2018) #SCHREIBRATGEBER • #1 (23.10.2018) AUSZEICHNUNGEN • Bubble-Award 2018 • Olymp Awards 2018

josh is tyler's assistant. tyler is married, but he doesn't see that stopping him from getting what he wants. highest rank ✩#2 on joshler tag✩ ©agonyteen

"your eyes are red, but so are mine. you have your reasons and i have mine, so lets keep it that way." tyler is an insomniac and josh, well, josh is a mystery to tyler but tyler doesnt care. lowercase intended. [started July 29 - completed October 17]

"I'm like a drug, Josh, and I don't want you to get addicted." "But what if I do?" "Then I'm not sorry if I hurt you." [started October 14 - completed ...]

at two in the morning one tuesday, a boy runs into tyler's apartment without even knocking or anything and just starts begging to sleep there for the night. not that tyler's complaining, because a) he wasn't sleeping anyway and b) this boy was very cute. so naturally he lets him. in the morning they find out theyve somehow managed to live next door to each other for three months unknowingly. at least they finally met? tw: attempted suicide / self harm / rape / drugs / some fuckin.. bad shit / smut / do i need 2 tag daddy kinks is that a thing

In which Tyler is Joshua's favourite artist.

Josh has attempted suicide multiple times. It never works. He has made a list: Tie a noose - not when your mother is visiting. Swallow pills - 1. maybe something more powerful than paracetamol. 2. Ibuprofen and paracetamol = hospital Main vein in wrist - deeper. Bridge - water apparently saves lives. Building - 1. people are curious and act as saviours. 2. Higher building needed. 3. CPR seems common knowledge. It seems the universe just doesn't want him to die. His roommate and boyfriend (Tyler) don't want him to die either. The problem is it seems the only thing josh has been successful at is hiding his suicidal tendencies from said boyfriend. Long sleeves are easy to wear all the time, also, even though they have been together for many years josh is asexual so there's never seemed to have been a time when Tyler has seen him without a shirt. All of this is of course until, after living together for all of five months, Tyler, being the curious person he is, finds Josh's list crushed on the bedroom floor (how careless). And, oh, the guilt that consumes a man so happy he has been blind to sadness for so long is simply overwhelming. Maybe Josh should've been more careful. Maybe Tyler should've been more observant. // "You are a noose and I need you to unwrap yourself from my neck." // Warnings - suicide, self-harm, kinda mentions physical abuse (not really but I'll include it anyway), (kinda) emotional abuse, (kinda) toxic relationship Suicidal!josh Unhelpful!tyler // Au

Tyler has depression, but he is going through recovery spectacularly, it's not a straight line but he's pretty much happy. He loves drifting off into his imagination but despises plummeting into negative thoughts. He can't complain. He is so close to recovery. But, sometimes he has to stop and wonder, because, what if he crashes and burns? Josh has depression, but it seems his only worries are when Tyler's face goes blank and he disappears into his own thoughts. He loves Tyler with all his heart and more but despises how Tyler doesn't seem to notice that Josh isn't as "fine" as he said he is. He can't complain. He doesn't want Tyler to worry when the person is so close to recovery. But, sometimes he has to stop and wonder, because, what if putting Tyler before himself kills him? // "Why are you wearing long sleeves all the time? I'm worried." // Warnings - depression, SELF-HARM etc. Recovered!tyler Depressed!josh // Au paragraph/sentence per chapter.