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  • The Curse of Virgil Sanders
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    Roman takes Virgil on a mission to go take down the Dragon Witch. Unfortunately, things do not go as planned. Trigger Warnings: Panic attacks (like A LOT of panic attacks)

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  • voices | phan au
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    dan howell, nothing but a fuck up student and son. he knows the voices get the better of him, or does it? another voice comes, but this one is real. hes called phil lester. does phils voice change the thoughts of dan? or make it worse? ~ triggers : self harm, suicide, blood, anxiety & nervous breakdowns au's : dep...

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  • Tied Down.
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    It's not every day that you get kidnapped along with your best friend... Dan Howell is about to discover he's involved in the most sick, twisted game ever. One in which he must decide who gets the daily beatings out of him and his best friend Phil Lester. However, this sudden change in lifestyle brings new opportuniti...

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  • My Blood, Your Bones - Phan
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    Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek h...

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  • Unread Messages
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    Messages that weren't meant to be read (Phan, trigger warning) I do not own Dan, Phil or the title image. Currently being rewritten. No story changes, just phrasing and grammar.

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  • Why Are You Crying? A Phan Short Story
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    A short Phan story. "Why are you crying?" - #25 in Phan

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  • Just Straight Friends? || Dan and Phil
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    Dan and Phil have been friends forever now and have always been close. Close to the point where everyone, including their family's, are suspicious about them, but they are both straight. They claimed it many times that they both like girls and truly believe it, but they both also struggled when it came to girls. They...

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  • Forced - Phan AU
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    Phil's family needed the money, Dan's family could spare the money. WARNINGS - swearing - smut (later on in the story) - self injury - mental disorders I'm sorry to have so many warnings, and I am in no way forcing Phan or promoting mental illnesses. Stay safe and enjoy.

  • Avoiding the truth || Dan and Phil
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    Dan is known for being a fuckboy at his school. Accepting dates from whoever offered. Most of the time girls but very rarely he would get the closeted guy who asks him so he can figure himself out. Dan gets made fun of when that occurs but sometimes he prefers the guys more. He gets asked out on a daily basis. Only go...

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  • Oh, Phil
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    Dan and Phil reveal their true feelings for each other but will their romance last? Follow Dan and Phil in this story full of unfortunate events and find out if they get their happy ending. [Contains: Selfharm / eating disorder / suicidal thoughts ] If you enjoyed this story, please vote, comment and follow me for mo...

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  • I Almost Thought You Were Gone: Phanfiction
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    When Dan and Phil decide to take a walk around London for a night as it all goes well. When the unthinkable happens. For nearly a week Dan almost thought he would never see Phil the way he was before that night.

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  • He Speaks Suicide (Phan AU)
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    TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...

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  • Does it hurt? Phan (completed)
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    Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his...

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  • Phan self harm
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  • Catch Me Before I Fall (A Phanfiction)
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    So we are just two girls, and we love reading Phanfics so we decided to give it a shot! Hope you like it :) "Catch Me Before I Fall" is about two boys just trying to figure their lives out Dan: A 17 year old, new kid at school and very troubled. He is often targeted by bullies and doesn't speak to many people. There's...

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  • The Photography Project. Phan AU
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    Phil was doing a project. He needed to take pictures of things he found beautiful. That's how he met so many different people, all mesmerisingly beautiful. :) ~this is just a short story I threw together in a few days so sorry if it's horrible~ Also this is based on a video on YouTube where a girl goes around telling...

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  • Flower Crowns and Stars. Phan AU
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    Dan liked to wear black and look at the stars. He always wore a frown, reflecting his loneliness. Phil liked to wear pastel colours and pick flowers. He always smiled, showing that he was ready to brighten anyone's day. They were almost opposites... yet they were meant to be best friends. TW: Bullying.

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  • You don't know me [phan]
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    cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

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  • Unspeakable - Phan
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    Dan Howell, a 17 year old boy. A mute. Diagnosed with severe anxiety, paranoia and depression. Anti-social. This bot meets Phi Lester, a happy, excitable boy, who loves to talk. But, Phil is new to the school. He doesn't know who are good and who are bad. Phil and Dan meet once, and maybe for the last time. But Phil m...

  • Paint It Black (Phan fic)
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    Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

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  • Useless (phanfiction)
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    "You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 2009 phan 25-40 ~ 2012 phan 40-50 ~ 2015 phan //TRIGGER WARNING//MENTIO...

  • Beautiful Phan
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    A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover...

  • Broken || Dan and Phil
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    broken; 1. having been fractured or damaged and no longer in one piece or in working order 2. (of a person) having given up all hope; despairing Broken. That's the only word Phil Lester can describe himself. He's fractured, damaged, and has given up all hope on himself. It's not his fault he is so hurt, so alone, an...

  • Stop //Phan
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    "Stop!" "I won't hurt you," "Come any closer and I'll jump!"

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  • Fighter-A Phan Story
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    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • Why do you hate me?
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    A oneshot in which Phil hates Dan but do things change? -Trigger warning-

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  • On Good Days-Phan
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    Author note: YOU HAVE TO READ THE WHOLE THING TO UNDERSTAND. I hope that you understand what I was getting at with this phanfiction. I truly believe that this is one of my best ones. Triggers: any triggers that I could put here would spoil the ending, but if you're a sensitive person, then this may be hard for you to...

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  • Sleeping without you (a Phanfiction)
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    Dan is moved to a new school, he knows no one there. But what he doesn't know is one boy has his eyes set on him, one boy would die to be with him... (Phan fluff) Contains: Abuse, Swearing, Self-Harm, depressing thoughts and suicide.

  • I'm Sorry Every Songs About You {Phan AU}
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    Dan Howell walked took a seat beside the guy he had been watching for a while. The guy was different. Phil Lester watched as the boy slid into the seat beside him, and he scooted away. Dan chuckled. "Don't worry. I'm not going feel you up." He said, looking in the guys direction. Phil took in the guys appearance...

  • Texts | PHAN
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    Dan And Phil's Journey Through Texts

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