Is it OK to say I don't know ? I don't know if love lives here or if it's just visiting. I don't know if my heart is supposed to pump as fast as the second hand on an Analog clock when he comes around. I don't know if daydreaming during a dandy dark night about him should place me in a daze. Is it okay to see the glistening stars in the sky form the first letter of his name ? Or is it okay for the sun to stretch its golden arms to climb and smile down on us as one ? Though my love for him pervades through a burning war of passion, love is a captive animal. The animal that grows old overnight until it reaches a million years old. The animal that produces a chilling wave of unease when being in hibernation. I don't know if love lives here or if it's just visiting

⚠❗WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT AND BAD LANGUAGE⚠ Book 1 Jamal Allen, your typical Cali boy from Compton who is just trying to find his way through this thing we all call life. Like most males in this this time period of Compton, Jamal was inevitably choosen to have a tuff childhood since the day he was brought into this world. From not having a father around, to being the "Man" of his household at just 10 years old to now gangbanging with the infamous West Side Piru Blood Gang. Apart from having a mom and a little sister, Jamal never could call anyone his family for long. His love life was full of girls walking in and out of his bedroom in the morning. Although, Jamal didn't see himself as a playboy many could argue that he has a bit of a high sex drive. Truly, Jamal is both a fighter and a lover who just wants a Bonnie to his Clyde like lifestyle. Will he find her is the real question? I guess we'll have to find out and see.