Phil Lester is the kind, funny, and popular kid. everyone loves him, and he has what seems like the perfect life. The social butterfly that wants to be friends with everyone. Even Dan Howell. Who is quite the opposite, however. He's known as the quiet emo boy who sits in the back of the classroom listening to Fall Out Boy when he thinks the teacher isn't looking. Little does anyone know that Dan is slowly cracking on the inside, and that he is just one little hit away from breaking completely. Warning: mentions of suicide, depression , self harm, and abuse. (Also- there is swearing..)

Dan is secretly suffering from depression. On the outside he seems bubbly and happy, but on the inside he wishes for it to all be over. When his friend, Phil, unexpectedly invites him to stay at his apartment, Dan struggles to keep up the glass that was protecting him. Will Phil help clean up the pieces? TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ INCLUDES SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY AND EATING DISORDERS. STAY SAFE EVERYBODY. Completed 19/12/18 Best Ranking: #1 in danandphilfanfiction

completed ! 🖤 (8/17/18 to 12/02/20) Dan Howell is a camboy. At only eighteen, he's already become popular on many porn websites and has been involved with a magazine. Desiring for someone to trust to create his darkest fantasies with, he downloads Tinder, where he meets the sweetest man alive. But surely this man could find someone better than Dan, couldn't he? - cover photo by @star.eyed.howell on instagram mature themes and heavily inspired by other fics

"so you're straight?" "completely." "fuck." [COMPLETED]

I WROTE THIS A YEAR AGO; APOLOGIES FOR THE SHITTY WRITING AND THE CRINGE i know where you stand silent in the trees and that's where i am silent in the trees why won't you speak where i happen to be silent in the trees standing cowardly

[COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

"You're just like the rest of them, you don't want to talk to me." "You're different, that's exactly why I want to talk to you." a phan story in which two boys understand that polar opposites won't always stay different forever • hi !! just to let you know, if there are triggers, ill make notice of them :) and this was my first proper fanfic so it's kinda cringey but otherwise it's gr8 !! (pastel! dan and punk! phil au)

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

{COMPLETED} Dan Howell is the equivalent of a brainless potato in our society. A Non-Master surrounded by people who can do anything perfectly, first try, he is incompetent, lonely, and one of the last remaining teens who knows what the word practise means. To him, Phil Lester is nothing but another Master - someone who will dismiss Dan as an idiot. But to Phil, Dan means much more than that.

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)