!COMPLETED! Evan and Connor have been crushing on each other for years. Both are too nervous to tell the other how they feel, which leads to a lot of confusion for the two boys. - It's my first fic so sorry if it sucks yikes !COMPLETED!

When Everly Reed collides with the cynical and devilishly handsome Mason Valdez, she knows trouble is ahead, but she never could have guessed how much she would be drawn to the storm. ***** Nineteen-year-old Ever Reed likes when things make sense. Which is probably why she excels at math, enough to secure her a spot at an Ivy League school out of state. Sheltered by her mother and older brother Asher for most of her life, Ever hasn't experienced much of the world, but she knows New York will be an adventure. Enter Mason Valdez: cynical, arrogant, and undeniably attractive-exactly what Ever doesn't need. But as their paths keep crossing, Ever finds herself intrigued by Mason, and eager to know the boy behind the bitter mask. As secrets, scars, and painful pasts rise to the surface, Ever knows one thing for sure: they can only make it through if they face their storms together. [[word count: 150,000 - 200,000]] Cover designed by Frances Louise De Ramos Spinoff to The Hoodie Girl Book One of the A Thousand Storms series [[The Fiction Awards 2018 Best Overall Story and Best Romance Winner]] Content/trigger warning: This story mentions sexual assault and childhood abuse

(COMPLETED) What happens when the entire Hamilton group is in the 21st century - and are in college? Stuck in their awkward college, what-to-do-in-life phase, they combine a love triangle - no - square, a turtle, French lessons, and two stubborn people who absolutely cannot admit their love for each other, to create an entire messed-up story; the kind you can't tell to your kids without them screaming. oOo "Yeah, well, you're not the one majoring in law and writing," Alex groaned. "Well, I picked something that interested me, like marine bio - " John was cut off by a loud girl's voice. "Eliza! How have you already ruined the room?" A girl's voice echoed down the hallway. Alex glanced at John amusedly. "I have a gift, Angie!" Presumably Eliza's voice shot back. "Awesome. Wow. Good neighbors!" John laughed, setting down his bag. Alex shook his head. "This should be fun." oOo Cover Credits: Schuyler Sisters - Isabelle Paris/Pinterest | Hamilton Squad - marawernis/Tumblr | Overall: silverfire8 Disclaimer: We do not own anything! All rights go to the amazing Lin Manuel Miranda for the musical Hamilton Authors: Infinity_Moon_36 and philocalic

internet-ing is hard. i like mean girls. and heathers. here are some drawings of various people's stories and some drawings of the weird thoughts in my brain. yeet here's this thing

schiz•o•phre•ni•a /ˌskitsəˈfrēnēə,ˌskitsəˈfrenēə/ noun. a mental disorder that is characterized by disturbances in thought (such as delusions), perception (such as hallucinations), and behavior (such as disorganized speech or catatonic behavior), by a loss of emotional responsiveness and extreme apathy, and by noticeable deterioration in the level of functioning in everyday life He tried. He tried so hard to be normal. To be like his sister. That's what his parents wanted. Hell thats what everyone in his family wanted. Connor could never be normal. His brain wouldn't allow it. No. The voices wouldn't allow it. in•som•ni•a /inˈsämnēə/ noun. habitual sleeplessness; inability to sleep anx•i•e•ty /aNGˈzīədē/ noun. a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome His thoughts would never let him sleep. They screamed and shouted, never letting him rest. Yes, he was sleep deprived and he knew it. He knew that people would stare at the dark bags under his eyes. That made him even more nervous. Evan didn't like crowds. He never did. de•pres•sion /dəˈpreSH(ə)n/ noun. a mental condition characterized by feelings of severe despondency and dejection, typically also with feelings of inadequacy and guilt eat•ing dis•order /ēdiNG diˈsôrdər/ noun. any of a range of psychological disorders characterized by abnormal or disturbed eating habits Food? No. He hated it. Why waste your time on something so stupid as to eat? His logic was simple. We were put on this Earth for one purpose. That purpose was to die. "Death is inevitable." Jared would always say. He didn't say it to anyone. He had no friends. Characters and art are not mine plot is mine THIS IS GAY enjoy!

Sequel to Down // Treebros ·· Soulmates AU Michael Mell was adopted by two amazing, eccentric Dads at age 5. At age 7 he met a boy named Jeremy Heere. By age 10 he fell madly in love with him. When he reached high school, he tried to keep up a facade for his Dads; Mr Murphy and Mr Hansen. Not Mr Murphy-Hansen. How will he cope with his Aunts, Dads and Uncle Jared working at his school? How will he cope in the grayscale when Jeremy Heere walks out of his life? How will he cope when his life shatters before his very eyes.

~*COMPLETED*~ What if the letter accident didn't go they way it did? What if Connor never killed himself? What if him and Evan became friends? ~~~ "What?" "..y-you heard me." "Well duh I heard you. I'm not deaf." ".. your not.." "Not what?" He said, almost glaring. "..not.. pushing me.." I quietly murmured, looking down and playing with the hem of my shirt. "..oh.. uh.. well I was pissed so.. sorry for the other day I guess." ~~~ ART IS NOT MINE CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE PLOT IS MINE *WARNING* swearing is in this book but mainly from one character, so if you don't like continuous swearing then don't read this Also this is gay, so if you don't like the idea of two boys together then this isn't for you Please don't steal and please enjoy! BTW IF YOU HAVENT SEEN DEAR EVAN HANSEN THEN YOU WILL BE VERY CONFUSED SO I RECOMMEND WATCHING IT, IT IS VERY GOOD :) Started 6/28/17 Finished 9/12/17

Evan still hasn't moved on. The death of Connor Murphy was enough to tip him over. Or was it? Evan claims he doesn't want anything to do with things that remind him of Connor. But why push those away? It's been 2 years. Year one was the worst. The only reason Evan is still alive is because he's terrified of self harm. Just because of what happened to Connor. Evan can't stand it, he can't stare at a knife or even a razor for very long without breaking down into tears. Year two was slightly better. Evan wasn't as depressed as year one. Jared was helping him cope with Connor's death. Evan did space out a lot, or even cry over something that's not even sad. I guess you could say he was like a girl on her period. Some days happy, others, pretty upset. Currently, Evan has a job, Jared's in college and they both live together. What happens when one event leads to another, and Jared finds something that might help this case. Something pretty important... Will Evan face this problem or will he disappear like Connor did? ~~~ Ok this description wasn't the best (I'm sorry) but yes, this is the sequel to Sincerely, Me *WARNING* language is used so read with care Also this is G A Y so if you don't like the thought of that, then don't read this ART IS NOT MINE CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE PLOT IS MINE enjoy!

COMPLETED: Connor Murphy; the 'emo kid' with depression. Evan Hansen; the 'treeboi' with social anxiety - the two losers of the school. A failed suicide attempt, disguised as an overdose acts as the unlikely event of bringing the two together. But coupled with Jared Kleinman, Zoe Murphy, and Alana Beck, and the myriad of problems that accompany the 'losers' of the school, nothing for them is easy. What comes next? Disclaimer: We do not own Dear Evan Hansen the musical! Benj Pasek, Justin Paul, and Steven Levenson are the creators. IMPORTANT: EVERYTHING is ALWAYS a reference. Cover Credits: Evan and Connor fanart: danroby | Overall cover: philocalic Authors: Infinity_Moon_36 and philocalic Completed July 21st, 2018 HR: #1 || dearevanhansen #1 || connormurphy #2 || treebros #16 || depression

Huge thanks to @Saphirdrache / @Zitronendrache for the amazing cover. I absolutely love it. The world was always black and white. You always felt empty. They would always promise you that there's someone for you. All you have to do is kiss them and the world will turn right side up... ...They pray that it will turn right side up. **TRIGGER WARNING** Suicide Self-harm Anxiety Panic Attacks Abuse And a whole lot more - I know I'm evil haha September 25th 2017 - December 11th 2017