Elevators. Airplanes. Palaman ng Sandwich. Yung feeling na papunta ka pa lang at excited ka pa lang sa pupuntahan mo. Yung feeling na palapit pa lang yung birthday mo. Yung feeling na palapit pa ang isa pang espesyal na araw. Yung feeling na ilang oras na lang ay pasko na. Yung feeling na tatlong araw na lang simula na ulit ng pasukan. Yung feeling na nasa gitna ka pa lang at di ka pa nakakarating. Yung feeling na malapit na pero hindi pa. Yun ang laging gusto ko. Yung nasa gitna pa lang. Yung nasa gitna ka ng dalawang bagay. Gitna ng isang building. Gitna ng langit at lupa. Gitna ng dalawang matatabang tinapay. Gitna ng byahe papuntang disneyland. Mas gusto ko yung feeling tuwing nagbabyahe kesa doon sa nakarating ka na. Mas gusto ko yung feeling na may inaantay ka kesa doon sa nandyan na. I always like the things in between. "You only like things in between, Coreen. You only like the chase... You only want me chasing after you. You don't want to decide... Pero pakiusap naman, magdesisyon ka na, kasi tao rin naman ako, nasasaktan. And you? I don't think nararamdaman mo yung sakit na nararamdaman ko... You are just too heartless."

"Ang pagibig ay walang pinipili, mortal ka man o imortal, dadating ang tamang oras para maging tayo sa huli."

Part 2 You turn my whole world upside down n-3^07-!

R-18 SPG Nobody knows what I feel #I'm brOKen

[Part 1] A boyish girl with secrets tucked into every corner of her soul, some even she had yet to discover. Isang babae na kung umasta ay daig pa ang lalaki. Isang cold, tahimik, matalino, pilosopo at higit sa lahat gwapo-este... maganda, siguro. Kristine Jaspher Corpuz Ano kaya ang kan'yang tunay na pagkatao? Could anyone love her, a girl so different from all others. Kakaiba manamit. Kakaiba kumilos. May schedule ang pagsasalita. Pranka kung magsalita. Could it be that the one who hurt her most is the same one who will finally bring her happiness? "I just want to be... happy." Bukambibig ng dalaga na mula pagkabata ay hirap siyang mapagtagumpayan.

Anything can happen, but when the destiny does its works everything will be better.

This work of fiction may include potentially disturbing readings, scenes and discussions around topics such as self-harm, physical violence, emotionally triggering materials, death and suicide. Please engage in self-care as you read this work. Names, characters, business, events and incidents are the products of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. Project M #ProjectM1 31/12/17