Diagnosed at 16, Myra Solanna's Type 1 Diabetes limits her to enjoy life to the fullest. She thought life would be dull and boring... and will remain the same every day. Not until Alekya enters her life without knocking. With guards down, she already did things she never thought she'll do. With many limitations in life, love is an exemption to the rule. First palpitation not caused by caffeine. First anticipation to accept books from him. First time to please someone. First holding hands. First kiss. First love. Then there were... first priorities. First farewell. First heartbreak. She believes things will be ordinary now he's gone, but she witnesses how he dragged his feet towards her. Asking for another chance. She can say yes, but she's not sure. The first departure pained her. If a second departure comes, it will be the death of her. Is she willing to take the risk even if the love sickness can kill her faster than her disease? ---- Date started: May 14, 2020 Date finished: September 13, 2020 Revision Started: July 25, 2021 Revision Finished: October 25, 2021

Theo was and is secretly in love with Solanna since God knows when. He doesn't know where it began, but he's pretty sure it will never end. However, no matter how he is sure of his feelings for Sol, he has zero knowledge where it will lead to. He's clueless like Sol who doesn't know what he feels towards her. Two choices, one decision. There are two choices that he only got to pick one. Tell her or permanently keep it a secret. With one move he'll choose, he has to face the consequences. The result should only be: something or nothing. He can keep silent and nothing good or bad will happen. Or, he can confess his love and she can accept him. Or worst case scenario possible, what Sol is about to find can ruin their long-lasting friendship. He doesn't want that. If he'll play it safe and choose the latter choice, he can save their friendship from a destruction. He treasured their friendship enough not to risk for it. Why? Because his camaraderie with Sol has kept him close to her for ages. If he pursued the stupid plan, he'll not gonna lose the friendship but also Sol. It infuriates him what's the next step he'll gonna make. As much as he doesn't want to risk anything, it's difficult to keep his agony in secrecy. Not only that, he's getting tired of just waiting for her to notice him.