You never had the best life, you lost every single member of your family, always struggled making friends, you lost your job as a nurse after you lost your final family member, and spiraled into the lowest point of your life. You experimented with drugs, alcohol and self harm, becoming reckless and careless with your life, during your spiral, you ended up interfering with a marriage of which you had no knowledge of. Watching all of your actions, you was kidnapped, and placed in one of the newly known 'Jigsaw' Traps. Did you live or die? [I do not own SAW/Jigsaw nor its characters] [THIS BOOK IS RATED MATURE] [Obviously due to this being a Saw/Jigsaw fanfic there will be ALOT OF TRIGGER WARNINGS]

You're a loner, you have little friends and no family to call your own. You lost both of your parents in an accident and have been alone since. Opening up and trusting others is something that doesn't come easy. You drink day and night to numb the pain, you find comfort in the feeling of being numb. Your days consist of work then drinking until you sleep and then you wake up and do it all over again. Reality sets in when you wake up in a Jigsaw trap, after barely making it out alive you fell a new love for life and want to straighten up, that's when you are unexpectedly recruited by John Kramer, the Jigsaw killer himself. You quickly become an apprentice and aid in jigsaws work. Things complicate when fellow apprentice Mark Hoffman catches your eye, your chemistry is strong and things heat up as John's condition worsens. Can you continue John's work in his absence or will your eye for Hoffman get in the way and foil plans for the both of them?