Everything Shawmila :) Started 4th April 2019 || Ended 20th April 2019

-Camila- After an accident that happened years ago, i was forced to grow up and change myself. I am what I am now , and i'm good with it. I draw , dance and sing as an escape. But when I met him , I realized that I can also find an escape in a person. Shawn Mendes , the singer who holds every girl's heart , is my escape. My art wall was what drove him to me. His art in music was what drove me to him. Art is what drove us to each other. Together we were art. My life was that one accidental splash of paint that ruined the whole picture.

They say follow your heart and it will guide you down the path of a crazy journey called love. But she didn't yearn for love. She was filled with lust and such intense desire to touch and feel. Yearning for adventure and desire, she let lust control her. It drives you to do many things. She had the whole world in her small hands only to have it crashing down seconds later. Can her passionate spark with a certain someone help build her world up again? Or will he drag her deeper and deeper in till her world is no more?

They say that men and women can't be "just friends". For six long years, you've proven them wrong- until you make a proposition your best friend can't refuse. The terms of your agreement? Have hot, dirty, no-strings-attached sex until one of you taps out.

After all these years, I still feel everything when you are near.

"The richness of life lies in memories we have forgotten."~ Cesare Pavese Highest ranking #23 in memory

*second book to Memories* It's a whole year since Camila has seen Shawn, more like it's been a year since she ran away from Shawn. She's trying to move on with her life, but can't. The Canadian singer is always in the back of her mind. She's now in a relationship with a boy named Finn Jonathan, he's everything that Shawn's not. Why can't she just move on? What happens when Camila gets a job offer to be someone's personal photographer? What will happen with her relationship? Highest rankings 9/6/18: #6 in Shawmila 11/26/18: #2 in Shawmila 11/26/18: #1 in Because I Had You

"How do you when someone is a real friend?" "You'll just know" Highest ranking #26 in Shawmila Highest ranking #2 in real friends 2/23/19 #3 in Shawn

Camila Cabello, a young cuban-mexican American, gave up her dreams to look after her young sister when their parents suddenly pass away. The two girls had returned back to the country of Mexico to celebrate the life of their parents on Day Of The Dead. Before returning back to their home in Florida, Camila had made a new friend, who could possibly make her dreams come true. #tga2019 1/3/19: #9 in Shawmila 1/7/19: #2 in Shawmila

"Forbidden love is the best kind of love." Camila had been told her whole to stay away from the south side of town. Especially stay way from the Mendes family. One October night she decides to disobey her parents and go to a party at the Mendes residence. What happens when Camila meets a boy she wasn't supposed.