Auhlia moved. Jahseh came back. They both didn't want love. But both got love sick. And need healing. They needed a medicine.

Sequel to different I'm nauseous I'm dyin Can't find her My eyes are all cried out Lost it Riots Gunfire inside my head Please don't go switching sides *can be read alone but there will be spoilers from the first book and confusion with characters.*

This is the life of Jahseh and Sanai. They're bestfriend that live with each other and things get spicy 🌶🌶

"Scarlet, it's either me or him. Choose." Under the assumption love is dead, already
Just let me be here
Where was I?
When he was feeling on you with his hands, at night?
Seen the vivid pictures in my head, at night
It left me in tears " I was lost and you found me."

19 year old Jasmine is a good girl at heart with a bad reputation. She's been involved in gangs, drive-bys, and drug deals. She doesnt know what's coming when she kills the wrong person. ___________________________________ EDIT: I know his fucking name is Jahseh, so if you read the name "Jahsen" anywhere in this story, it's autocorrect.

DISCLAIMER: this book was written and published before the death of jahseh. if you are easily triggered please do not read, thank you. ***MAY CONTAIN OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE, SLURS AND CONTENT*** (my first ever written book so there will be many spelling errors, grammar mistakes and etc.) •highest rank- #9 IN FAN FICTION « first and original xxxtentacion fanfic of a boy moving next door. » #LLJ🕊♥️ fly high baby. COMPLETED.

"I wanted to give him a million reasons to live, even if none of those reasons somehow involved me..." X has led a life full of tragedies and set backs he carries scars and wounds so deep in his heart that love, life, and trust have no meaning. He's always searching for some sort of meaning in his everyday life, aching to fill the void. To calm the voice's in his head. And one day he discovers that what he needs in his life is innocence. And it comes in a form of a girl with a bright smile, pure heart, and shy soul. Her purity, her innocence captivate and make even the most impossible possible. X begins to form a bond, a bond that is tied by fate but the tragedy that shadows over them makes even the brightest fade. (Fair warning: This story just might make you cry)