"I wanted to give him a million reasons to live, even if none of those reasons somehow involved me..." X has led a life full of tragedies and set backs he carries scars and wounds so deep in his heart that love, life, and trust have no meaning. He's always searching for some sort of meaning in his everyday life, aching to fill the void. To calm the voice's in his head. And one day he discovers that what he needs in his life is innocence. And it comes in a form of a girl with a bright smile, pure heart, and shy soul. Her purity, her innocence captivate and make even the most impossible possible. X begins to form a bond, a bond that is tied by fate but the tragedy that shadows over them makes even the brightest fade. (Fair warning: This story just might make you cry)

Sequel to different I'm nauseous I'm dyin Can't find her My eyes are all cried out Lost it Riots Gunfire inside my head Please don't go switching sides *can be read alone but there will be spoilers from the first book and confusion with characters.*

Your mom and her friend is going out of town for 2 months. You we're ask to watch your moms friend son until she gets back. Turns out her little son also haves a older brother name jahseh