Just like the title indicates, this is a series of works that can get very emotional and feelsy, usually written at midnight, usually written at the pinnacle of my loneliness. Mostly for people to relate to, but can educate curious minds what it's like knowing that romance is out of the question. DISCLAIMER - The art of the title does not belong to me, full credit to the original artist

A short story about aromanticism. || TRIGGER WARNING: SLIGHT MENTIONS OF SUICIDE/DEPRESSION ||

High school senior Jess Smith meets Ace of Spades, an online friend who helps her question her mask of celibacy and recognize her true asexuality. Except that their friendship begins to develop into something more. [Featured April and May 2020 under Love and Heartbreak and June 2020 under #PrideatWattpad] ___ It's the last year of high school. Everything's in full swing for academic awards, prom, and graduation. Everyone knows their place. Everyone fits in their neat little boxes. Everyone except for Jess Smith. Join Jess as she embarks on a journey of self-discovery. In 1999, asexuality isn't widely known--even to her--or accepted as an orientation. With the help of Ace of Spades, she explores what asexuality means through her blog and conversations with family and friends. Can she embrace her true self, or will she keep wearing the mask of celibacy? ___ Status: completed Highest tag: #1 in blog | #1 in asexual Cover created using CANVA PRO June 1, 2023

Scarlett June was at her very lowest point. Her boyfriend had been pressuring her for just the simplest affections but she just wasn't into it. Maybe it was because Scarlett wasn't into him. Maybe it was because (try as she might) Scarlett just wasn't attracted to boys. She couldn't accept herself. Her confidence and social skills seemed to disappear even more than usual. Why was making friends so hard? As her anxiety and self-loathing heightened she'd started to try her very, very best to fall in love with her boyfriend. That's when the girl with purple hair walked into her life. Delilah Athenaeum was all about life. She knows who she is. She's accepted who has become and who she has feelings for. After all, why should she be ashamed of being pansexual? The two girls become friends after meeting in a classroom and Delilah helps Scarlett come to terms with who she is. Love is love, right?