April is super beautiful, but keeps to herself, always has. She keeps to her daily routine, and always stays on the safe side. But this new guy Brady tests her routines and her safe side life. She starts to see how easy it is to trust and be with someone again. But as she starts to be with him more, she starts to remember the summer when everything changed for her. This summer romance will test her love and her will to be on the safe side.

Have you ever gone to sleep wishing you would never wake up? I do everyday when I fall asleep I pray i don't have too wake up. Scarlet Lilian Rose, is my name. I live with my mom and dad. I'm seventeen. I'm somewhat popular at my private school. Yes, i go to a private school where all the girls are in black skirts and white button up shirts, ugly knee high white socks with small black shoes. I'm a straight A student and I've been with my boyfriend for four year. Perfect life right, not. No one knows me or what I do when I am at home. But I want to tell you who I am.