Avrillia Zara is sixteen when she becomes crazily obsessed with One Direction - well, she has been a fan for a while now, perhaps four years. But being one of those fangirls doesn't make her life any easier than everyone else's. It's never okay to be judged just because she likes-no, loves, even feels addicted to-One Direction so much. The thing is, they will never understand how much One Direction means to her unless they become one themselves, right? And then one day, Louis Tomlinson follows her on Twitter. And suddenly, the world turns upside down. [written in bahasa narration, bilingual conversation] © cover by clayay WARNING!!! THIS IS NOT SO A HETERO FANFICTION

[SECOND BOOK OF FANGIRL] Avril is 20 now and flies to America to pursue her bachelors of law and unexpectedly finds herself reunited with Louis Tomlinson and his idiot-band-mates-5ever once again. What starts as a dream slowly turns into reality, bringing her closer to the people she once admired from afar. As she rises to prominence as a model, her life begins to change in ways she never imagined. Her connection to One Direction throws her under the spotlight, but fame comes with a price. Judged, compared, and relentlessly bullied online, Avril is forced to face the darker side of attention. Her life may look like a dream from the outside, but nothing comes easy. Every step forward carries consequences-and now, Avril isn't sure whether she's strong enough to survive them all. [written in bahasa narration, bilingual conversation] © cover by clayay

[SIDE STORY OF FANGIRL] Almost seven years after Avril's first encounter with her idol, One Direction, Avril and Niall unexpectedly gets closer to each other, as Louis is so busy with himself. Avril was always known as the girl obsessed with the blonde one from One Direction - everyone knows that, even her whole family back in Indonesia. Amidst fame, unfinished pasts, and emotional baggage, she finds herself growing closer to Niall Horan in a way that feels more than just friendship. While facing the dilemma between being a model or lawyer, Avril is also caught in Niall's struggle with commitment, shaped by wounds he never truly healed from. And what if Niall never moved on? Will she wait for him? Well... that's how they end up here. [written in bilingual] [mature content alert]