You saved me. When you pushed me out of the way of that car. I wish you hadn't Matty. Living without you is suffocating. I need you at my side playing those stupid video games you love. I miss the smell of you cigarettes and when you would try and take my chocolate. I miss you Matthew Johnson.

Near was playing with his toy trains as the blonde fully decked in leather approaches him. The train which swirls around the albino was almost fully protecting the boy from the others touch. but not quite enough. Mello grabbed the albinos hair and forced him to look up. Near gave in easily his charcoal eyes emotionlessly staring into Mellos ocean blue eyes. And when mello brought his fist in the air a voice quite was heard it wasn't Nears but when the smell of cigarettes filled the room he knew exactly who said those words. "I saw you kiss him." Mello growled letting go of Near before turning to Matt and and sucker punching him, hard enough that Matt fell to the ground.