My name is Blair,  I'm 15 and I live with my dad. We aren't really rich but we get by. I have a on again off again ex name Nicholas who I'm in love with. We been talking for 3 1/2 years now. I still haven't had sex with him yet, I guess I'm just scared.   I live in Jersey, my cousin Kayla and her mom moved here from Florida for a job. Kayla is 16 and very sexually experienced. She use to be my favorite cousin, well until she started dating Nicholas. I was going to tell her about me and him but she started to fall for him. Things get crazy when Kayla moves in with my dad and I .

“It always shocked me when I realized that I wasn’t the only person in the world who thought and felt such strange and awful things.”