"Tell me what makes her special? Why is she better than me? She keeps screwing you over!" heavy tears fell from my eyes as I shook my head, unable to find an answer. She pressed her forehead against mine, tired. I was tired too. "Why won't you admit it to yourself?" "Nancy, I-..." "I love you," I suffered throughout my life, made bad decisions and mistakes, and like everyone else, regretted them. My biggest mistake was falling for Terri Long. My second biggest mistake was making Nancy fall for me.