I look out the window behind him and take both of his hands in mine. Should I tell him? Would I open up old wounds that I've tried so hard to heal, for him? I look into his captivating brown eyes. He helped me through that panic attack and he already knows so much about me except for that one thing that I have tried so hard to forget. I know that I can trust him, hell I would trust him with my life! But should I trust him with this? I take a deep breath, closing my eyes before answering. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Victoria Brown a girl from Omaha, Nebraska, moves to a new city, for a fresh start. Toronto, Ontario is her now her new home, where she will finish her senior year of High School and start her "new" life. Her goal is to get through this final year unnoticed and forget the past, but when she meets Jack Collins, the deviously handsome bad boy of Riverfield High, her life doesn't go as planned......... With new friends, hot guys and heartbreaking pasts Victoria's life turns into something she never expected. COMPLETED {10.18.18}

Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option. ***** Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her... Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault. [[word count: 50,000-100,000 words]]