You don't understand. You don't know. I have loved him even before life met his eyes. And I'll love him even after life would seep out of mine. He doesn't understand. He doesn't know. That the world moved but i was here all along. A brightwin fanfiction

A book about loving, losing, and loving again.

Every lifetime, Li Rong Xin reincarnates and dies a virgin maid failing to enter a marriage. It is all the fault of Yang Zi Huo! The first lifetime: she was left at the altar by her childhood friend because he said she was too stupid! The second lifetime: she was poisoned to death by his medical experiments! The third lifetime: she was cursed to live life as a nun while he frolicked around with other women! The fourth lifetime: she died an early death trying to save his life! She no longer feels sorry for anyone but herself. Now that she has died (yet again) she vows to never come across the bastard Yang Zi Huo again, the very Bleak Night Sect leader who drove her to her early demise in her fourth lifetime. He existed in each of her lifetimes, teaching her love, patience, and pain. She doesn't want to live for love anymore, no longer wishing to have a marriage between husband and wife. Now she wants to live for herself! Words from Lady J: The cover is not mine! I'm having so much fun writing this novel! I hope you will all enjoy it as well. A totally original and amateur novel written by me and only by me. Please do not repost or do anything with my story without permission. I appreciate your support and suggestions. I prefer writing short chapters, so there will definitely be an accumulation of many chapters! But they're short! Happy reading! {COMPLETED} BUT WILL BE GOING UNDER MAJOR RECONSTRUCTION. THERE WILL BE CHAPTER REPEATS OR OTHER WEIRD MISTAKES. Rough Start Date - 3.14.19 (Wattpad Version) Completed Date - 6.10.21 Highest Rankings (At some point) #1 Wuxia #1 Purgatory #1 Orginalwork #1 Afterlife (5.6.19 - 7.6.19) #1 Angst (11.12.19 - 11.22.19 Woohoo! Lol.) #1 Lifetimes #6 Reincarnation

[[Book 2 (FINAL book) of "One Lifetime is Never Enough"]] "I would have waited for you forever." The lament of a faraway voice that she had missed - that she had been longing to answer to - echoed in her mind. "But, you are no longer here." The despairing sigh was a muted murmur - clawing at her, begging for her to respond. But she was there, here, wherever the voice was. But then again, she might as well was not. She could no longer see, could no longer reach him. The voice sounded so near, but it was also as far as another world she could no longer be in. Nevertheless, she could still feel, in the darkness that was cradling her non-existence; the agony she felt in her non-beating heart, in her dormant soul, it was all due to her longing. For the owner of the voice. For him. The voice kept begging in agony - tormenting her, tormenting himself. And she could not do anything. "Please wait for me." "Please remember me." "Why... why can't I see you?" "Won't you wait for me?" ----------------- For you, I will wait for eternity. This time, I will wait. This time, it is my turn to wait. So please, please just let me find you. Please, be there when I find you. Please, tell me that you are still mine. That I still exist, perhaps not in your memory, but etched in your very soul. Like you have been deeply engraved in mine, lingering like a beautiful illness I will gladly bear and succumb to. Because, I will search to all corners of this world, and wait until the end of days. For you. Because, this world will always be wretched without you. And then, I will always, forever, bloom. For you. -----------------

How can you lose something you never have? When your own mother poisons you to gain pity from others, how should you feel? Why was I, the youngest, being married off? How could I care about something that was never mine? WARNING! Viewer discretion advised: Story contains adult content that is unsuitable for children. NOTE from the writer: I'm an amateur writer so please overlook plot holes, grammar issues, or anything else a story is supposed to have. This is my original story so... as the saying goes "if you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all".

I really love this story, it's so beautiful and touching..that's why I would like to share it with you guys. hope you enjoy it too. author : Fu Sulü 扶苏绿 translator : catharcity That night, I listened to the hymns till dawn, not for serenity, but to seek a sliver of your soul; That month, I flipped through all the scriptures, not for enlightenment, but to touch the pages where your fingers once lingered. That year, I knelt on the grounds, my head embracing the dusts, not to pay obeisance to the Gods, but to feel the warmth you left behind; That life, I wandered through ten thousand great mountains, not in search for an afterlife, but to cross paths with you - Gao Fei, do you believe that I lived through this night, this day, this year, and this lifetime, only to hold your hand and accompany you in this journey of life? This only for online reading, credits belong to the original author and translator. (Thank you carharcity for translating this beautiful and wonderful story💐)