What's there to live for after you die? You struggle to exist- to make it all the way to your Lord- and all that greets you is Hell wrapped through your own flesh. Purgatory must be real after all. I pray and I pray and finally, something comes. My lord, why does it make me feel this way? -An empathetic attempt to comprehend and console Sammy Lawrence and other residents of the studio. This is the second book in the Hymns of Struggle series. Cover art is by TheDarkPuddles on Tumblr. The mature rating is for language, some violence, and heavy existential dread. Warnings for: mild mentions of vomit stains.