I was a human just like you once. A soul. I had lived a life brimmed with flowers that could glow love, had a fire within me to bring others warmth. I once had a family that cherished me, and accepted me. I had the spirit of a child, with many stories to tell. Life was a blessing. But it was also a curse. Everything that burnt bright became grey with every flower that decayed. My smile wasn't real anymore. I hardly slept. The world was growing without me, and I wanted to keep myself intact. I wanted a way out, but the world wouldn't listen nor understand. I thought I had done everything right, but I guess we all make mistakes out of desperation. Maybe with this, the invisible and the miserable will know that they aren't alone. Not now, not ever. Greetings. I am Esmeray, and this is my secret oeuvre. In order to understand, you must first become lost. *artwork does not belong to me;)

Words arranged in a funny order. Poems about my view of reality and how my inner fantasy world colours it with strange tinges. I love discussions about concepts and ideas so please feel free to comment. © 2018 Brian Lynch

Highest rankings: #25 in overthinking #27 in writings -----------------♥---------------- Some things seen but unseen Some dreams untrue Some words never spoken Some thoughts bottled up Some emotions untrusted Some feelings kept as secrets Illusions of eyes Deliriums of minds Restlessness of hearts 💜 "Illusion to reality, Reality to illusion." ------------------♡--------------- Copyright© All rights reserved. No part of this book may reproduced, scanned or distributed in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the author except in the case of brief quotations embodied in articles or reviews. The words and poetry are the product of my imagination. © 2018 by @scribbledthisshit Cover Art © @aqsarios

Highest rankings: #5 in stained #14 in stressed #15 in overthinking I spill my heart on the pages Tears dropping and soaking 'em The ink is my blood The pages are my wounds It hurts bad....So bad ___________________ The unspoken words. The untold stories. The kept secrets. My dark side. All combined is my story over here. ............................................................ _________________X_________________ Copyright© All rights reserved. No part of this book may reproduced, scanned or distributed in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the author except in the case of brief quotations embodied in articles or reviews. The words and poetry are the product of the poet's imagination. © 2018 by @scribbledthisshit Cover Art © @spilledwords99

Poems of love, lust, sex, excitement, and exploration. Take a chance. You wont regret it. Vote, comment, share! Wattpad rankings: 8/4/18 #3 livelaughlove #7 livelifetothefullest #10 intimacy #13 exploration #40 sexualfantasy

Poems I write while talking to myself Whispering words that won't make sense, A part of my life is a mess, And I don't think writing poems will fix the rest."

Short and simple rhymes That pass through my mind Highest Ranking: 253 in poetry (which is just WOW kind of unbelievable to me still )

a collection of short poetry written by yours truly. enjoy? [lowercase intended]

Read and find out.

oops i think this is cringy oh well i'm already 3 parts into this cringy story, so too late backing out now i think i'm finding myself through this series also, yes this is loosely based on true things that occurred in my life i hope you can relate and maybe find yourself as well :)