Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option. ***** Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her... Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault. [[word count: 50,000-100,000 words]]

True is a fifteen-year-old suicidal teenager, and he's done with his life. With shitty parents who would rather punch him than show him affection and a set of siblings out to make his life hell, oh wait, did I forget to mention he's devastating bullied at school? With all that on his plate and worse things coming into play, True's done. He's seen the pills in the cabinet, it's time to use them. Alister Clenevence is the biggest mafia boss in New York, but that brought upon a lonely life. Watching after his younger brother, and his little brothers boyfriend, Alister wants that, he wants someone to love, but no one is catching his eye. Well, until he sees a platinum blonde teenage boy with a fake smile. Did I fail to mention True's fathers in the mafia? With romance, bullying, self-hate, attempted-suicide, abuse, and a lot of smartass comments, welcome to If It Never Happened. Book One in the Happened Series

Wren Martin is socially awkward. She blocks off herself to the world, hiding behind her favorite hoodie. All she wants to do is keep a low profile, and graduate well enough to qualify for a college scholarship. But then a babysitting job leads her to cross paths with Asher Reed, Eastview Highʼs notorious athlete. When a field injury kickstarts his senior year, heʼs turning his free time and attention to Wren. And maybe she might not want to be invisible after all. ***** [Watty's Collector's Edition Winner] [TFA Runaway Prize Winner] [[word count: 150,000-200,000 words]] Cover designed by Ashley Santoro

Kidnapped in the past by someone he thought loved him, tortured for many days, and literally scarred beyond belief; Damon has learned many hurtful things about the human nature. People had never looked at him the same, for scars had wrapped around his entire body. No one exactly knew that though, they only knew of the one carved into his face. He now realized that in most eyes, it's about the looks, not the personality. It should be the other way around. It really should. He basically hates life. His parents were always abusive towards him, before the kidnapping, that is. They didn't even comfort him when he was found. Damon was left alone in the world, trying to lock his feelings deep within himself and struggle to keep on living. Well, until that one day came where a person did not care about the looks. To Lexan Zanders, it was about the personality. *Long story, long chapters.

THIS BOOK IS NO LONGER BEING CONTINUE, Also this is low-key cringe in my opinion sorry. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He was abused, put into foster care. Can he find love? "Foster care 'home' number 13" Liam sighed as he rang the doorbell. A dark haired boy with blue eyes opened the door. "Mom! The foster kid is here!" He looked at me and smiled.

This is dedicated to my best friend he helped me make this story about a year ago. My writing I hope has improved since I wrote the first few chapters but I decided to finally post it. Life's not worth living if you just hold yourself back all the time ~your bean, kam Highest ranking ~#2 in lgbtpride 8/31-9/22~