I'm always slacking, always blamed. Can't you see I'm trying? (Story told in yoongi's perspective, may be some self harm involved so if you don't like those kinds of stories, then don't read okie And I am in no way shaming aNY OF MY PRECIOUS BOYS THEY ARE ALL PERFECT OKAY its just the overall purpose of the story okay we all know how precious our sweet boys are)

~ He stood at the edge ready to end it all. "Your gonna jump aren't you?" Yoongi stood there in shock. He almost didn't hear the stern voice through his own tears, but it sounded so familiar~ Yoongi's depressed. Despite having had huge success with their latest comeback, the pressure is getting to him. He's always had anxiety and depression but with the added stress of this comeback it's becoming a lot for him, almost too much. That is until two members find him, hopefully before it's too late.

I'm here. I'm at the top. But why does it feel like it's not enough? Why does it still feel like I disappoint? Most importantly, why did I not expect this?

You are not thrilled at all to be spending your winter holiday on a remote island with your dad and his boss. Least of all with his grumpy son, Yoongi. He is rude, dismissive and well, kind of a jerk. However - dark secrets are just waiting to be revealed, as one of Yoongi's friends seems to have mysteriously died not too long ago and he is the one blamed for her death. The more you get to know Yoongi, the more complicated things seem to become. Where feelings are involved, there is also danger. [AU, first person POV, Mystery, Romance] WARNING: Contains strong language, mentions of depression and self harm