Phil: a loser, continuously beaten and picked on by the other guys at school. Dan: popular, arrogant, and confused. What happens when the two collide? Just like me is a story of trust, love and secrets (Ok I'm making this sound like a bad tv drama, just read the fic please, I broke my thumbs writing it. *WARNING* self harm, suicidal thoughts, explicit language, slight anorexia. It's an angst fic so y'know, the average...also smut, so look forward that kids hey hey ;)

Dan loved his smile. That was probably his favorite thing about Phil Lester. Although he kept on smiling, Phil was torn on the inside. Although he kept on smiling, sadness washed over him. He kept on smiling, for Dan. Dan has always loved Phil, but Phil's feelings for Dan have just started. They both have doubts that the other person will ever love them, so much so that the two come up with ways to mask or get over their feelings. Dan hides in his room, writing about the his dream relationship with Phil. Phil tries to find a new person to fill the gaping hole inside him where Dan was supposed be. Will they ever realize what's really going on between them?

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

Summary: Dan's with Catrific. They've been together since Dan and Phil broke up back in 2012 after the V-Day vid came out. Just as "Phan" was kept a secret, so was "Danrific" but only from the fans, seeing as a majority hated her being a loyal friend... Dan didn't mind keeping their relationship a secret; he was use to this sort of thing at this point. The difference between being with Cat instead of Phil, was that Dan didn't have to hide the relationship from his homophobic family.. Genre: Angst + Fluff *This story was written by my good friend Breanna and I*

Dan wants to die. He is alone. No one loves him. He's got it planned...until a certain raven haired boy pops in... Triggers: self harm, suicide, eating disorders, depression, anxiety

Dan and Phil's lives are a mess. They finally decide to come out to the phandom. Will their decisions take a toll on their relationship? Not much of a description I can give I guess... Just be ready for a wave or two of PHEELS!!!! Warnings: • self-harm • suicide • depression • alcohol abuse • sad in general • language

A phan fiction where Dan is transgender. Warnings will be at the beginning of each chapter. Dan needs the world to see him as who he truly is? But will it ever happen? He doesn't know.

[ON HOLD] dan howell has been in foster care for 3 years. when he moves into a new home, he expects everything to be the same deal. bullies, feeling like a freak, and being given back within a few months. then he meets phil. phil has had his own share of sadness in his life, but it doesn't stop him from bringing a long lost smile to dan's face. *note: dan is mute in this au and all sign language will be written in italics. warnings: abuse, depression, anxiety, bullying

This is the story of a boy called Dan who can't talk and a boy called Phil who can't do anything BUT talk

an au where if your soulmate gets hurt, you get hurt. "mind if i sit here?" "not really" "hi, i'm phil lester" "dan howell" 1st book !note that in this fanfic they're the same age! !TW for mentions of self harm!