Do you know where your heart is? Do you think you can find it? Did you trade it for something, somewhere? Better just to have it Do you know where your love is? Do you think that you lost it? You felt it so strong but nothing's Turned out how you want it Well bless my soul, You’re a lonely soul Cause you won't let go Of anything you hold. Bullying. That's a word that defines your life. The only thing that keeps you alive is knowing that in some way you will get out of this one. Ashley Underwood is 15 years old and lives in this little town called Abbeydale, in Gloucestershire, England. She's an excellent student, and her family sees a bright future for her. What they don't know, is that deep, deep inside, she's drowning, almost dying. And the worst part of this all is that she has a massive crush on her bully, Nathan James Sykes, the heartbreaker of the school, the guy that has all the girls eating from the palm of his hands. Will she give up or be brave and keep going on?

It's been over 7 months and Ashley is back in college. Attending everyday to class, she is joined by her new roommate Roxanne Monroe, a 20-year-old medicine student. It's been tough for her to accept her into her life, since her last roommate betrayed her through so many years, but deep inside she accepted that Roxanne was a really good person. Just when the school year is about to end, the university releases a communique that says they might not be able to return to school for the next school year. She hasn't spoken to Nathan since that plane ride she swore was the longest or her life, and all she has is a hoodie he left on the plane the last day she saw him, as a reminder of what could be her first and only true love. But, she's been talking to Jay, who never left her side since Nathan and her broke-up. She hated to admit that she talked to him only to know about Nathan, which was kind of truth, but Jay was also one of her closest friends. She's avoiding all websites and TV shows that talk about The Wanted, since now that they made it in America, they've been 24/7 on every gossip show she knows of. She doesn't want to see Nathan anymore. Her wounds haven't healed yet. But it's impossible to resist him. When the universe gets them together, she realizes that Nathan is not alone. He is joined by a familiar face, a famliar face she just wish she'd never met. She finds herself in the middle of a tough decision: safe her university or keep her pride?