So, this is one of my more "sad" fanfics(?) Sorry, I'm really weird. { F.A.C.E FAMILY}

I'm okay. I'm not okay. He was never okay. No one's forever and always okay. But he's never okay. When the snow was pure white, still in the process of falling down softly onto the ground, was long ago, like a fairy tail that never happened. When there was no roads, no people to stain the snow, was too long ago, like a fold tail that your mother would tell you for a bedtime story. They're too late to help him. He's too far gone, his paper heart crushed and burnt, damaged and ripped. The snow is stained. The twig has snapped. The mask is broken. And his paper heart will never be whole again.

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Caught between a rebellious teen fighting for his independence and an older brother struggling to be a parent, Matthew somatizes. Not drawing attention to his fake ailments seems the best way not to further stress the already precarious situation - but when Matthew takes his resolution a bit too far, all their lives are sent into a tailspin. (Human AU; ACE Family) WIP || 36K+ words || Rating: K+ Hetalia belongs to Hidekaz Himaruya; credits for the cover picture go to ルゥコ＠ (pixiv member ID=55970)

Alfred has been abused and neglected after being sold to a man by his mother. Alfred is rescued by a few police officers.

One brother became a nation's personification, and never saw the other again. The other was sealed away, in a box forever lost to the world. Now, the little brother has been found. And Big Brothers not letting him go again. {Basically sorta an AU where Alfred and Matthew are unaware they are personifications, and then Alfred's sealed away in a box for a few hundred years, and Matthew grows up to become Canada! But then bad stuff happens basically. I know it's bad.... ⒸTo our darklord Hima! The characters belong to him and I claim to own nothing but the story line of this FanFiction.}

Have you ever found somewhere better? A place that gave you all you ever needed and a little more? That's what twins Alfred and Matthew found when two loving parents adopted them. This place isn't a fantasy world. It's home. Everyone has a home in one way or another.

Natalia doesn't remember her birth family, and has spent years looking for them. When she collapses on Alfred F. Jones's doorstep, three states away from her own home, he decides to help her find the family she has been missing all these years.

The country's move in with their 'family's' for a year to see how they would react to each other after living under one roof. Matthew also known as Canada can't take his family's crap anymore. After an accident Matthew runs away from his family to Italy, where he finds himself in the care of Romano, Spain, Italy, Germany, Prussia, Austria, And Hungary. Can this small group of nations help bring Matthew back to the light? Will the rest of the FACE family forget and only think of Matthew as a ghost? Will Matthew ever escape the shadows of his family who are blinded by their pride to see their son slowly fade away?