Jin loves and cares for his members, but now he's having doubts with his role in the group. A single slip of paper sends everything down a dark spiral, and suddenly Seokjin found himself in a world where nobody remembers him. Or; Kim Seokjin is lost, breaks apart, put himself together again, and learns to heal with his family.

Being the oldest of BTS isn't easy, after putting up with it for years Jin wonders what would have happened if he had chosen a different path in life. Stream 'Butter' 21/5/21

[Seokjin Centric] [Jin's POV] [Completed] "Why did I buy this stupid book in the first place?" It's just a notebook. A simple black notebook. But it's his diary. His escape. His evidence about everything he has been going through. It's his real life battle scar. Warnings: Talk about depression and dark topics; mention some self starvation, self harm and suicide. Mature language.

Stuck between acceptance and denial, Seokjin finds himself trapped in a nightmare disguised as a living dream. Creating for his fragile heart a fake sense of comfort and happiness that would send him deeper into the world of darkness he didn't know that he's burning in. Will the broken boy be able to move on or would he let life damage his soul until he was no more? _______ Warnings: Depression. Mental illness. Blood. Major character death. Suicide.

read ig // kim seokjin // before this what happened behind the scenes. curse words, sensitive themes and triggering phrases: you have been warned started: 20181231 ended: 20190218 **not to take seriously

"Kim Seokjin, you're not ready yet..." "Kim Seokjin, you need more practice..." "Kim Seokjin, I can't risk giving you a solo dance performance yet..." "Kim Seokjin, your turn will come later..." Can't he just get what he wants for once? He wanted to have a solo dance performance like the other members did, and he waited for so long for it to be finally approved. But what about the unexpected that happened to ruin his dream? Will he really have his solo performance? Or not? ____________________ Kim Seokjin BTS Status: Completed Started : 04/12/2020 Finished: 19/03/2021 Warning: Contains violence, read at your own risk. This story is a fanfiction and fruits of my imagination and has nothing to do with reality, originally written by me and not stolen from any other story, if you find any resemblance here to any other please inform me and I assure that it's pure coincidence. ACHIEVEMENTS: 🏆 1st Place In The Selcouth Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Bleuming Fanfiction Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Efficacious Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Red Moon Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Minty Butter Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Young Forever Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The BTS Writer Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Altair Fantasy Awards 2022 🏆 2nd Place In The Bultaoreune Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Cyclone Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Retro Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Crystal Snow Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Smeraldo Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Magic Swan Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Crown Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Silent Voice Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The ARMY Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Bangtan Summer Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Best Overall Fanfiction In The Bangfic Awards (throw 2) 2021 🏆 3rd Place In The Butter Awards 2021 🏆 3rd Place In The Aureum Awards 2021 🏆 3rd Place In The Young Forever Hyung Line Awards 2021 🏆 3rd Place In The Illegirl Awards 2

[Completed] "It started out not too badly. I thought that I could be a bit more confident if I lost a few pounds, but that soon spiralled out of control. I forgot who I was and what I liked to do. I didn't have any energy to pursue anything that I wanted to. I didn't want to either. My life had become very unlike my own." ❗Warning❗ Mentions of severe eating disorders and mental illness Started: May 16th 2020 Finished: August 17th 2022 Best ranking: #3 in readatyourownrisk, #1 in jincentric, #1 in jinangst Second Place in the 21st Century Awards 2020

"1 Day down, 29 more to go." In which Jin decides that if for the next 30 days, he can take a picture of the things he's living his life for, he'll give living another chance.

𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬, 𝐣𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐭𝐚𝐧. cr © vokdas completed (2017) note: i wrote this when i was 13, so it's not the best. but it seems like people are still enjoying it, so i'll leave it here.

happiness watched as he crumble down into pieces, and sadness came comforting him.