I decided I wanted to start a diary again. I have so much on my head, I need to write it down. Like I did until a few years ago. I will call you Hayden. That name I secretly gave to my unborn child. I'm still happy with my decision, but you are my child. Hayden I'll start today. I'll write when there is something. Nobody may ever read this. Nobody... (This is a part of a roleplay on Instagram. @jade.westt @beckoliiver and @catvalentineeeeee. A lot of this diary is on there, but also a lot is just between is as friends. If you wanna know the whole story, text me.)