!Made for awareness. I do not support paedophila and abuse! (SLOW UPDATES BC LIFE) Gerard is a business man with an important career, he can't have any distractions, but one boy that he meets quickly becomes Gerard's big distraction. Frank wants to show Gerard the world, show him how fun it can be without all the boring business work. There is many problems when it comes to things like this, for example; Gerard is a married man with kids. Frank's only a teenager. (Cover by Soundthealarm) //pretty dark, especcially the second part// WARNINGS ⚠️ Cheating/Affairs Relationship with minor alcoholism Smut abuse/sexual abuse. IMPORTANT: Part Two is a very dark and disturbing part of the book. Please read in caution and bare in mind that i don't want people romantazing it much at all, you'll understand once you read it. © Copyright- All Rights Reserved: Arla Johnson

Could I bring myself to love someone that I hurt so much? Is this all just a dream? Can I ever escape this nightmare? Frerard

When Frank Iero is sent to a boarding school to 'fix' himself of being bisexual, he is shoved into the face of danger, spit on by his peers and all the while several religious nuts trying to fix something that was never broken. Well, not in that sense. . . Gerard Way and his brother Mikey are sent to the same boarding school. Gerard to be fixed, Mikey as well. Gerard is very reluctant and extremely against going through with this 'fixing' program. He struggles with the the others and starts his fair share of fights. Broken doesn't begin to cover it. DISCLAIMER- I DO NOT OWN ANY MEMBERS OF MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, THE ONLY THING I OWN IS THE WORDS OF THIS STORY. Enjoy.

Frank Iero wasn't like most other teenage boys, Gerard found that out rather quickly. Frank was born with a curse that he's tried his hardest to get rid of, a curse that only caused death and destruction and he had to try his best to hide it.

Based on the I'm Not Okay (I Promise) music video by My Chemical Romance. **Triggers: abuse, suicide, mild bullying // plenty of warning given beforehand** 78, 829 words | 192 pages | 48 chapters | 4 parts

Frank moves to a new town, optimistic about starting a new life with his new friends. Gerard, however, is not so hopeful. Trigger warnings for abuse, alcohol abuse, self harm, suicidal thoughts, bullying

It's the lake in November, and the move closer to the ocean, and Gerard's fixation, and Gerard's compulsions like tidal waves dragging him down, and Mikey's more distant than ever: like they're drifting out into the middle of the ocean, whereas Gerard's just stuck there: water turning to quicksand around him, drowning. And it's the letter; Frank finds it on the floor of the boys' bathroom on the first floor. It's dropped in accident, perhaps from a pocket or something, and it's drenched in what Frank hopes is tap water, and the words: scrawled in blue ink are difficult to make out as the words join together in a fuzzy inky mess. The only paragraph legible is the final one, and even still, it barely is: 'I've been underwater for a long time now, but I'm not drowning, I'm beginning to think I can breathe like this, but I can't, I'm gasping for breath, and I have to do this, Mikey, I have to end this myself. I'm going to the lake on the 1st of November, don't wait for me... I'm not coming back.' And the name signed at the bottom is little more than a smudged mess of blue ink, and there's nothing Frank can do about it, but he knows for certain that the one thing he can't do is ignore this letter, and he reminds himself of that as he folds it into his pocket. It's a suicide note, Frank's stupid, but not stupid enough to brush over that fact, and whoever this person is, Frank knows that they most certainly don't deserve to die. And Frank isn't going to let them. Because he's going to find this person; he's got time now at least, and he can save them, he will save them - Frank promises himself that. But one person in a whole school, it's like a needle in a haystack, but he's got time, it's November 1st in thirty days, and he can only hope that it will be enough. He's got one month: the date is October 1st.

Gerard thought that committing suicide would finally end it: no more pain, no more sorrow-nothing. The last thing he expected was to wake up in Hell, reborn as a demon under Lucifer's control. He is planning on ending himself-for good this time-when he runs into an angel named Frank. Even though it is forbidden, he can't resist spending time with him, and before he even realizes what is happening, he has fallen in love with this mysterious angel. Little does he know that their innocent romance is a part of something much greater which could ignite an all-out war between Heaven and Hell. ~~~ *trigger warning for suicidal thoughts and actions, violent scenes, and character deaths* Completed

"He thinks I have stigmata," Frank said, because what the fucking hell, it couldn't get any worse. He might as well just lay it out. "Oh, well," said Brian into his hands. "Of course." ~ I did not write this story. All credit goes to the author, Bexless on Archive Of Our Own. Link to the original story: http://archiveofourown.org/series/9795