'so this is what you get for loving' a story that follows Joshua Hong as he falls in love with a certain bandmate of his. Will the pain drive him away? Or is it all worth it in the end?

(Cover by @bluekooks, thanks for everything) It's the first time in my life that being someone else's replacement is okay with me. I understand why he needs me. I understand his feelings and his mind. Being a tool to him, I understand that that is what I am. I know who he's going to, I know who he yearns for, I know that when he's with me he's wishing I would turn into the one he loves most. I know and I understand because, above everything else, I do love him. I love Hong Jisoo, and even though I know he doesn't love me, all the days I spend with him I wish to keep on repeat.

When two boys with anorexia nervosa and intermittent explosive disorder fall in love in a psychiatry. Highest rankings: #1 junhao #2 minghao #2 17 . /01072016/