This is the 5th book in the Nemi Series, you might wanna take a look to the others first if you haven't read them. Love only. Demi and Nick just got married after times denying feelings, people trying to break them apart and a lot of issues. Will the survive the suffocating public life and their flaws as a marriage? Join me to find out.

Touch me with slow hands... Touching you with both hands... Touching you with no hands is my favorite way of touching you.

''You're the only thing in my life that's wroth it, Lauren.'' ― © itshannaboo

❝Oh, Zayn, i don't have enough middle fingers to show you how i feel about you.❞ ― Cᴏᴘʏʀɪɢʜᴛ © itshannaboo

Lauren is tired of the plain and boring vanilla sex. She needs a man who could give her something exhilarating. A man who could bring her fantasies to life. In the midst of her desperate search, she found an exclusive sex club, where its members were encouraged to explore the darkest corners of their fantasies. Lauren joined the club, hoping she would find what she was looking for. And she did. She found him at a sex party. She found him despite the silk red cloth that covered her eyes. His touch was enough to lit her up like a firework. He's what she was searching for. She wanted him. And she knew he wanted her, too. She felt it. But when the blindfold slid off her eyes and her gaze found his, reality poured cold water to the burning lust and snatched them away from their worldly desires.

"Are you done playing your sick game Luke?" She asked and pulled the ring he have given her off her finger and handed it to him, "Because congratulations... You actually won. I love you. And I always will even though you never really felt the same." She laughed at her own dumb heart, "I guess I'll just have to wait how I die. Just call me. I'll gladly surrender myself. I have nothing to lose now. I have given my everything to someone who doesn't really love me at all." She took a step back and wiped the tears on her cheek, surprised with what she have witnessed. Tears are actually falling from Luke's eyes as he stared at the ring and the necklace on his hand. He wiped it and took a step near her, held her hand and handed her the jewelries. "That could be evidence. I'll wait for the cops to take me. I am staying at the old Jeffersons building." He took a step back and stared deep into her eyes, "I have nothing to lose now anyway. I already lost the most important person in my life." Started: March 23, 2015 Ended: October 4, 2015

"If you have to convince someone to stay with you, then they already left." Started: July 22, 2015 Finished: September 27, 2015

Sequel of Beside You... Two Years after they have separated. If you haven't read Beside You yet, I suggest that you read it first before you read this. :) So you could understand this story. :) Started: December 31, 2014 Completed: March 21, 2015

She's a mess. She is his dream girl. He was nobody. He is her dream. They are better together. Started: August 16, 2014 Completed: December 30, 2014 Sequel: AMNESIA

A Zauren fanfic, where family means nothing, truth is your escape, leaving is your only option, love is your healer, and new beginnings are not enough to make you forget. Lauren has to find the truth. she has to start a new life, with the people she supposed to be with, the people whom left her to suffer from all of this in the first place. As much as it seems hard it's not as harder from what she was going through right now. Life never gives you choices, you have to make your own. Searching for her real parents, she discovers that she has a brother, and that brother is Harry Styles. But who's he? she doesn't know. She travels to London to meet him, and that's when she knows that he's a member in one of the biggest boy bands in the world. She got shocked, and so does he. He never knew he has a sister, his mother never mentioned that before. He gets confused but let her stay with him anyway. She hides her past from him, she decides to have a new beginning without telling anyone about her old life, forgetting that the past never leaves someone alone. But someone knows she's lying. someone knows she suffered a lot and she's hiding her pain behind her smiles. someone know's that she's weak inside, not strong as she pretends to be. That someone has fallen for her since the first moment his eyes fell on her, and that someone happened to be her brother's best friend. What happens when the past reveals? What happens when the secrets she has buried come back to life? What happens when she gets forced to face her old fears again? What happens when Harry knows about her old life? What will happen when she falls for her brother's best friend? What will happen when she falls for a taken guy? What will happen when she loses control over her heart? Can love be her healer, or it's going to hurt her more? Time never heals a wound, but love does. Death doesn't do us part, but life does.