"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever. I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first. But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting. But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good. I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this. I love you, Luke x." ~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries

"Welcome one and all to the Circo Di Stupore!" The ringer leader yelled to crowds. "Come and see the lions, the freak show, the acrobats, whatever tickles your fantasy! Come one and all! Bring the kids! I promise you won't forget it! Once a year! Only once a year!" Luke leaned against the wall, watching Calum - the ringleader - yell to the crowds like always. It was the life of an a circus performer. © Copyright 2015 ChangeFate

"We stopped checking for monsters under our beds once we realized the monsters were inside of us." Ashton Irwin. A 16 year old Aussie entering his Junior year. Everyone either ignores him or bullies him to an extent. Other then the bullying, no one talks to him. He hates himself. Luke Hemmings. A 17 year old Aussie entering year 11 as well. Luke is usually really popular. Girls love him and even guys do. That's just who Luke is though, a person who is easy to get along with. He likes the way he looks. Ashton is depressed and suicidal whilst Luke is happy and bubbly. Ashton is gay. Luke is gay. But no one would actually like Ashton right? Or so he thought.

"So, you know me...but I don't know you?" "Pretty much." Luke is Ashton's guardian angel, and Ashton doesn't think he deserves being saved.

❝Come here babydoll,❞ ❝That's not my name, you know that right?❞ ❝It is now,❞ A new kid at school that has piercings and tattoos and wears a lot of black grabs a lot of unwanted attention from people. The punk kid ends up sitting behind a feminine guy and they start to fall for each other. ©2016 aestheticlashton_ BOOK COVER BY: nightmemories_

Ashton Irwin is a master of thievery. He steals from general stores, food markets, jewelry shops, museums, and people's homes. Never once did he get caught nor did anyone find out his identity. He loves being a thief. Stealing is his addiction, and he has no intention on curing it. However, there is one place and one place alone that he does not steal from, and that's the 7-Eleven at the corner street. He goes in late at night to buy things for himself and to see a boy who works during that time named Luke Hemmings. WARNING: Smut Cover: ohsehoony Dom!Luke © 2014 iCheeseYou

Ashton and Luke are both sent to a house for sad children who have been through traumatizing things. If only they knew that being sent to a sad house would make them so happy.

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Life gets better? Try telling that to Ashton Irwin, who's life has only been shit. He doesn't believe in anything or himself anymore, and he's nearing his breaking point. Luke Hemmings is the new kid, and he immediately becomes well known; due to his charming looks and personality. But when he sees the hazel eyed boy sitting alone at lunch, he finds himself making it his goal to make Ashton happy again. Will he fix him before it's too late? Or will Ashton slip right through his fingertips? WARNING: foul language, self harm, suicidal actions/thoughts, and eating disorders.