Dan and Phil are best friends since forever. They are both happy in the friendship and ongoing daily adventures. One of them though, has feelings towards the other but is afraid to loose the beautiful friendship they are having. Will it ever be the same for both of them?

so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never love him. Dan, though, has fallen for this sad boy and also believes that Phil couldn't like him back. then sad things happen, happy things happen, blah blah blah read it to find out if your reading it, i declare you awesome

Basically, I collected all of my evidence that Phan was real in 2009-10 for sure and I thought I should write it all down, putting it into a story!

Author note: YOU HAVE TO READ THE WHOLE THING TO UNDERSTAND. I hope that you understand what I was getting at with this phanfiction. I truly believe that this is one of my best ones. Triggers: any triggers that I could put here would spoil the ending, but if you're a sensitive person, then this may be hard for you to read.

Prologue/Story Description Both ostracized,publicly humiliated(the public being their high school)and criticized by everyone around them,sometimes even the ones that they love,what will happen when two loners,never trusting anyone,always lacking in friends,people they can trust,collide?Now I know that this may seem like a typical Phanfiction,a big plate of sadness,disorders,drama,and heartbreak with that small bowl of fluff,clichès,and "AWE!" moments;but it isn't,or,at least I hope it isn't. Read and find out what will happen when these two beautiful people,meant to be together,meet by chance and slowly fall in love,starting with their high school years.

Phil is new to High School and the whole teenage life. He struggles with entering the adulthood but when he meets Dan, he struggles even more, endlessly falling for his best friend.

One ordinary day, a student finds himself being saved in a very unlikely way by an unlikely person. Triggers: language, boyxboy, self harm references

Dan has a crush on his idol, Phil. He wishes he could have a chance with him. He wishes he could have a chance with anyone, except that he has a condition making it hard to control his emotions, leading to random outbursts that he gets, A LOT. So how could anyone ever fall for him? ((triggers of self harm and suicidal thought))

Dan gets sent off to an all boy camp for the summer. He never thought that it would be this hard to stay in the closet. Triggers: boyxboy, smut Author note: I didn't mean to offend anyone with the title, I have nothing against gay people. (obviously) It's just what Dan calls the camp.

Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D