phan // sugar and smoke rings, i've been a fool

"If you came here looking to lose your will to live, then you've found the right place." "It feels like home." //Phan

What once could be an undeniable truth could undeniably become a lie. // Dan Howell lies about everything. What he does on Saturday nights, how he feels, what he loves, who he loves. Phil Lester never tells a lie. He's all about promises, and trustworthiness. Liars piss him off. Dan can fib about anything. A white lie here, and a white lie there, never hurt anybody. But after a while, he can't bring himself to lie to Phil Lester. And he struggles the most to lie to himself, when he just can't deny that he's extremely in love with him. //smut warning//

"I wanna sleep next to you, but that's all I wanna do right now." //phan [a very short angsty read]

Unknown: Is this Dan Howell? Dan: Uh yeah, who is this and how did you get my number? Unknown: does it matter? Dan: Yep, because this is my private phone number.

Dan and Phil Soulmate AU Warning! Brief mentions of suicide, self harm and abuse. "You know, you never gave me your name." "Dan. My names Dan." He replies. Phil nods.

" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

"Stop!" "I won't hurt you," "Come any closer and I'll jump!"

he repeats the process; C O M P L E T E tw ; self-harm, suicide, depression, major character death you can not read this story AT ALL if you get triggered by those topics

a story of two teenage boys who fall for each other and are always there for each other. i'd like to apologize in advance for any mis-portrayed 'scenarios' that occur, for i do not suffer with depression. i did my best :/ i plan to re-write this story sometime with the same plot and everything but ive grown so much as a writer and i would love to see how it turns out now that i have grown so much.