Phil Lester is gay. He realized this about himself years ago and he's become an outcast because of it. Phil truly believes he's going to be alone forever, that is until he runs into Dan Howell...literally. Dan never really questioned his sexuality until Phil comes into the picture. Their new found friendship sparks some self-confidence into Phil, and Dan doesn't know if he has the will to stay away from his..crush? (Mature content.)

Dan feels worthless and doesn't talk anymore because he has no one to talk to, and his voice his a nuisance. Phil moves to town due to his Mum's work. Can Phil save Dan from his thoughts? ------------------------------------- I think people don't usually have Dan as the "depressed" one because they feel its to classic, so it's usually Phil in phanfictions (that I've read). NOTE. THIS PHANFICTION HAS SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, AND MANY OTHER HEALTH ISSUES. IF THIS IS TRIGGERING TO YOU, CLICK AWAY NOW. (Cover of the book art is not mine)