I never wanted to leave Shawn, not the first time when I left for California to persue my dream, or the second time when I left after seeing him seemingly so happy with Hailey or even today but somehow it always seemed like the right thing to do, and as Shawn kisses the top of my head softly whilst wrapping his arms tightly around me I feel a darkness drawing in. The way he holds me tighter than he ever has before tells me that he feels it too. Squeezing his fingers which are laced between my own I swing my legs around and sit up on the edge of his couch, I feel him moving behind me as he brings himself up to sit next to me "Mila what is it?" His voice is quiet, like he's asking a question that he already knows the answer to "Today has been surreal" "All of it or just us?" "All of it. It feels like a dream... some parts have been more like a nightmare, but this... us, lying together like this, I couldn't have dreamt it, even in my wildest dreams" He smiles at me and then his eyes drop to his knees "Are you sorry?" I ask the question not wanting to know the answer, if he says that he's sorry for what we've done he will destroy me in a way that I will never recover from, but pressing his lips to mine our foreheads meet as he whispers "I will never ever be sorry for a second I spend with you"

"This is Shawn Mendes speaking" sounds professional enough in case it's somebody from work but the silence that haunts the other end of the line tells me it's either Niall or Harry looking to play games. Determined to beat them at it I say "I have Hailey and a tub of whipped cream waiting so you better state your name and your purpose" I hear an intake of air and I grin at the knowledge that I got them before they got me. Point one goes to the curly haired science teacher! "Name... Um, Camila Cabello..." Ice water runs through my veins "Purpose...I guess apology number two?"

Camila fuckin Cabello. Let's get one thing straight the girl is hot, all long hair and Latin ass and normally if a girl looked like her I would be have had her multiple ways, multiple times by now but not this girl, this girl is my fuckin nemesis. Little miss ray of fuckin sunshine, all happy and smiley, her teeth are too white and I see them way too often for a girl that has never given me head. I shake my head in disgust as she leans her head on her hand and twists her hair around her finger as she and a group of her airhead friends discuss the important life altering subjects of hair and make up and what guys going to take them to prom. Fuck that shit and fuck her. She knows nothing of the real world, I have seen her in town with her mother and sister, the three of them linking arms and giggling like the teenager only one of them is. I hate her with a passion. I hate the way she looks and the way she walk, I hate the way she giggles and jokes and bounces everywhere, i hate how much everyone loves her but most of all I hate what she is and what she has because it's everything I will never be or have. "What's up?" Asks Conner, his eyebrows lowered "You are looking at Cabello like she might be next on your menu" "No fuckin way. The only part of me that's ever going to be on her is my foot on her neck whilst she begs me for mercy. I'm going to destroy her and I'm going to love every God damn minute of it"

He did the one thing that he swore he'd never do He lost the one thing that he swore he would never lose Now he's back to reclaim what is rightfully his...

Best friends since the day they met , their parents desperately want them to be in a relationship. Being together with Camila would be his only wish; But Camila seems to think being best friends would be enough. But no matter what comes across them, they would still only be friends in denial.

Camila is from a small town in Massachusetts. She wants a change of scenery so she moves to Los Angeles, California. She goes to a party and things go wrong. Fortunately, she is saved by Shawn and Ethan

Can any relationship, no matter how strong survive the death of a child?

Even the most perfect couple can have problems. Even the most enlightened, open and connected couples can make mistakes, jump to conclusions and hurt each other. Getting back from there can be hard, but sometimes the universe steps in, in strange and round-about ways, to get them back on track. Heartbreak. Tragedy. Love. Adventure. Danger. It can be a long road home, but they can make it, as long as they are together. A Shawn and Camila love story.

"You do understand that the entire world is just patiently waiting for you two to realize that you're in love with each other, right?"

Shawn Mendes has had a crush on his long time bff since the day they met will he end up with her or will she break his heart? Will they get together? If they do will it last? Will there be any drama on the way and if so how bad will it be? Will anything come in there way? What Will happen to their friend ship? What is her side during all this? Will she love him back? ( In Progress) highest rankings tour: 176 Camila cabello: 602 Shawn Mendes: 428 ally Brooke: 264 shawmila: 86 Dinah jane: 324 Lauren Jauregui: 466 normani Kordei: 843 fifth harmony: love story: