Cover by siimplyisaac Words. Everyone takes them for granted, using them non-stop, screaming them, laughing them, blurting them. But what about when they're dying? Are they strong enough to scream out their last words? To laugh out their final sentence? To blurt out the last thing people will remember of them? Your dying words mean everything. It's what people remember you saying last and it shouldn't be something stupid which if you get used to saying stupid things, I believe you won't have any control of what you say when you die. So words are valuable, and I, James Hunter, won't waste them. Of course I'll speak when it's important but I don't think I'll speak for anything other than that. But I'm dying and I don't want to be, but the choice isn't mine to make. My body- my heart has made up its mind, I'm going to die, I just have to accepting it. And if I'm going to die, I want to be remembered, I want them to visible see my face, feel my touch and hear my voice from my final hours of living. I want my family to know everything I've been holding in and I want my friends to remember me as strong. So what I'm going to die? Everyone does at one point. I'll just die sooner than expected and medication won't do anything to stop it, only postpone it and I don't want it postponed, when I'm ready... I'm ready and I want my heart to be on the same page as I am.

Toshiro Nakamowa, or Shiro, a 17 year old kendo prodigy who doesn't really enjoy having to be forced to be the best. The Nakamowa family has been at odds with the Morinozuka family for years and ever since the Morinozuka's and the Haninozuka's stopped their rivalry it only got a whole lot harder for Shiro. His father continually pushed him to be number one and if he was anything less he got severally punished. He doesn't talk much and tends to stay away from people from getting to close. Relationships weren't allowed within his family if there was nothing to gain from it. It made it more difficult that Shiro was born different from his family. Silver hair, amber eyes, and to top it off he was gay, but of course that would never bore over well his father so he has kept that little secret hidden from everyone. Most of his days ran normal at Ouran Academy, well they did until he met Tamaki Suoh and was offered, or more like forced into a position in the Host Club. Thinking about the connections he could make with his family and others he decided to do it. Of course Shiro didn't realize that Takashi and Mitsukuni were going to be there. Should he go ahead and risk trying to make friends with them or will he be doomed to face his father's wrath. COMPLETED!!! Under editing for spelling and grammar errors. Mature for abuse and language. There are warnings before those scenes to skip if uncomfortable.