Author: ericasaur Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Ryan/Brendon POV: 1st, Brendon's Summary: Brendon hates his life. Ryan does too, only Brendon doesn't know that. What he does know is that something is wrong with Ryan Ross, and he's determined to find out what that is. Disclaimer: Fiction. Beta: were_so_starvin

a repost of my favorite fanfiction because I noticed it wasn't posted on here. disclaimer I did not write any of this this was originally written by Anna Green on Live journal so all credit goes to her :)

The Heart Rate of a Mouse was one of many beautifully written fanfictions (in Ryan's pov, too) by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ in around 2008-10. They are so hard to find, excluding THROAM, which can also be found on ao3. I have a lot of them saved and I know people want to read them.. so here. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES.

The Heart Rate of a Mouse was one of many beautifully written fanfictions (in Ryan's pov, too) by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ in around 2008-10. They are so hard to find, excluding THROAM, which can also be found on ao3. I have a lot of them saved and I know people want to read them.. so here. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES.

Ryan Ross, the highest-ranking senior in high school, plans to graduate as valedictorian. However, upon meeting Brendon Urie, that goal starts to get harder and harder.

A Ryden AU fan fiction, set in the 90's. Featuring past and current line up of P!ATD, plus members of other bands. Ryan/Brendon 1st POV. Trigger warnings: Substance abuse (alcohol + drugs), violence, sex, death, torture references. All characters are completely fictional and do not reflect the real life of the person they're based on. Please forgive me & let me know if you notice any errors in the story and I'll get these updated asap, either with spelling/grammar or not being factually correct (I'm British so bound to make some mistakes). Part One - Completed Part Two - Coming soon

Ryan messages Brendon to tell him all of the stuff he should have told him- but didn't.

2006. Reading and Leeds. The bottling. it's more serious though. Can Ryan and Brendon's relationship survive through the horrors of amnesia? WIll Ryan help Brendon get his memory back or will his house of memories be gone forever?

Ryan and Brendon both work in a hospital. not my story. all creds go to the original writer, who deleted their ao3 account. only publishing cause i wanna read LMFAOOO