One winter morning, Lauren Jauregui wakes up to a very unfamilar life. She finds herself married to Camila Cabello and is the mother of 2.5 children. How does she cope with her new life?

Twins Punky and Penny were separated when they were only a few months old when their parents decided to divorce. Each took one child. Lauren took Punky and moved to California. Camila kept Penny with her in Miami. Now it's eleven years later and the girls are unknowingly sent to a summer camp where they will meet and plot to get their parents back together with the help of their aunts, Ally, Dinah and Normani.

Losing a child is never easy. Follow a lost Camila as she goes through the five stages of grief: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance.

Trigger Warning - Talk of Eating Disorders ➸ "But Lauren knew. Camila needed someone to fight for her, and that’s what she intended on doing. If Camila came running at her with her fist raised, Lauren wouldn’t push her away. She would just hug her until Camila stopped punching her." Highest Rank: #33 in Fanfiction

it's gone. Many people find their escape through writing. That was true for Camila. She wrote in her journal daily, without fail, about her best friend and long-time crush, Lauren. But when her journal ends up in the wrong hands, she's forced to either succumb to reality or make her voice heard. JOURNALS IS OFFICIALLY A BOOK. AVAILABLE FOR WORLDWIDE SHIPPING. Createspace: createspace.com/5954029 Amazon: Journals https://www.amazon.com/.../1522.../ref=cm_sw_r_api_SJGPxb9J7Y4T6

"Hey, it's Camila. Camila Cabello. That's right. Don't adjust your...whatever device you're hearing this on. It's me, live and in stereo. No return engagements, no encore, and this time, absolutely no requests. Get a snack. Settle in. Because I'm about to tell you the story of my life. More specifically, why I left Fifth Harmony...... 💭💭

Camila Cabello was just an average girl. One day, she ran into trouble, made by none other than the school's badass troublemaker Lauren Jauregui, which landed her in detention. After that, Camila realized that Lauren was everywhere. Having her as her partner for a project, she grew closer to the girl, but despite that, Camila could still feel the distance between them. Will Camila get close enough to see the person behind the mask or will Lauren shut her out for good? (Note: I promise you that this is a CAMREN fanfic. Just keep reading) © LauserCabello

They both have some bad pasts. Camila Cabello, a new freshman at Miami University, meets Lauren Jauregui, a breathtaking Sophomore. They fall for each other, and get bitten by their past.

3 P.M. - I loved her. She loved me. I fell harder and harder every day, and I knew it was dangerous. She was dangerous. Her kiss began to taste like vodka even when she hadn't been drinking and her nails dug into my skin like razors, but I loved her. 11 P.M. - The flick of a lighter. I saw the flame in her emerald eyes as they both burned. She took a hit and handed it to me. It touched my lips and tasted like her. I felt the chemicals in my lungs. Everything was spinning, but I still loved her. Midnight - The flash of lights. They blinded me. I couldn't find my shirt. My skin was still glistening with the trail from her tongue. Gunshots. One. Two. Three. Glass shattered. Handcuffs. White walls. Caught. I still loved her. I always would. WARNING: This story is Rated R for drugs, sexual content, and language. Reader discretion is advised. DISCLAIMER: All content is original. Please refrain from commenting the names of and comparing other fan fictions throughout the story, as any similarities between stories are purely coincidental or based off of real-life Camren moments.

*NEW COVER ART* "When I'm with you... I feel like I'm home..." 5 years ago, they all said their goodbyes and went their separate ways in New York City, after their last show. It was hard for everyone, Lauren especially. 5 years later, Lauren Jauregui found herself back in New York, disabled and miserable. What she didn't expect was to run into the one person she'd been trying to get over; Camila Cabello. Will they be able to set the past aside and reconcile their once strong friendship? Will they be more than friends? Or will they just drift further apart?