When America is late for a world meeting, England and Canada go to find him. But when they reach the nations home they find a disaster. One that changed America. Inside And out. Some characters are OOC Feel free to correct me.

It's 2016 and suicide rates are at an all time high in America. They're worse than during the Great Depression. This is having a great affect on Alfred, who is having a difficult time pulling through. His thoughts are getting darker and his skin bloodier. With all these deaths and the thoughts mulling in his brain will he be able to make it through this time? Is there anything Arthur can do? The future is looking bleak, and this is one thing Arthur isn't sure Alfred will be able to make it through. (This is purely fictional and I do no own any of the characters used. As for the suicide rates, this is a very serious topic, and is "made up". I do bot know what they are in 2016, as it is still 2015, and they will hopefully not be this bad when 2016 comes around. WARNING: Suicidal and depressing thoughts + actions. There will be self harm, death, and multiple mentions/doings of suicide.

How long can America keep up his facade until it crumble? When did this self hatred start to develop? Will he ever go back to his optimistic self? *WARNING!- Contains self harm, anorexia, abuse, depression, suicidal thoughts

This is a story i'm writing because i believe the world views the United States of America as a stupid, fat, dominating, unreliable, and untrustworthy nation, but as an teenage American citizen I want to tell this story using what i'v experienced growing up. (warning: swearing)

Alfred F. Jones, also known as the United States of America. The lovable idiot who could be seen with a smile constantly on his face, while laughing and eating a hamburger. or is he? Anorexic!Selfharm!America May or may not have a ship!