"Because, anyway, I jumped." I'm the author of that fanfiction, I hope you'll like it! Update every Wednesday and Sunday. Start: 11.29.2020 End: 20.01.2021 Story of 16 chapters. THERE'S NO TW INSIDE THE STORY. The story is based on violence, rape and a suicide. Every chapter is triggering. Don't read if you're not at least 16.

My name is Byun Baekhyun. My stepbrother's name is Park Chanyeol. I'm the captain of my school's varsity soccer team and I have good grades, more or less. My stepbrother has a "below average" IQ of 65. He's been home-schooled for the majority of his life. Yes, he's mentally retarded. Intellectually disabled. Cognitively handicapped. Whatever you call it. He doesn't do much with his life but water the plants at our family's florist shop and try to solve second grade math problems. He still counts on his fingers. Life's been different, to say the least, ever since he moved in with us. My name is Byun Baekhyun and I want my stupid stepbrother to disappear.

"بکهیون... محض رضای خدا. من می‌دونم که از زندگی چه‌چیزی میخوام. اینکه تو رو داشته باشم، خب؟ اما تو... تو نمی‌دونی. نمی‌دونی چه‌چیزی میخوای. از زندگی، من، حتی خودت! بهم میگی ازدواج کنم و بعد بابتش بازخواستم می‌کنی. من رو می‌بوسی و روز بعد میگی که عشقم احمقانه‌ست. ازم میخوای تمومش کنم و بعد شاکی میشی که چرا ازت دوری کردم... داری من رو به جنون می‌رسونی. داری کاری می‌کنی که از دستت خودم رو خلاص کنم، بکهیون!" [CHANBAEK × KAIHUN] [Angst × Slice of life]