I stare at him horrified. it couldn't happen my life was already ruined, and I don't want it to be ruined any further. No! It can't happen! I screamed in my head and clutched my head with both of my hands. "No. I don't want this" I whisper shaking visibly. "Adiba... please calm down... listen I want to tell you something.. just calm down" he tried to calm me down in a very gentle voice but how can I? did he forget what he did to me? if he then I will remind him. I look up at him and wipe my tears furiously and clean my face. sighing I said. "I want to abort" I exclaimed and his gentle face turned into his usually angry face. "What the f*ck did you say?" he yelled and take step toward me. but I didn't flinch this time and matched his angry face with mine. "I said I want to abort this sinful thing!" I screamed at top of my lungs. "Shut the fu*k up, Adiba! this is not a thing and not sinful at all" he screamed back grabbing my both arms. and I gave him hateful glared "It is! did you forget you RAPE me!" I screamed and he suddenly left my arms and hurt made its way to his eyes. "Did you forget you RAPE a married woman" I yelled grabbing his collar. "I didn't! But still, it's not a sinful thing Adiba... it's our... It's our halal child... Your my.. my WIFE Adiba!" He said his voice cracking and a lone tear escaped his eyes and I was staring at him like he lost his mind. How can I be his wife? I am already married to someone else. ****** #1 in emotional. 15/10/2020 #2 in emotional. 18/10/2020 #1 in obsession 11/03/2021 #1 in Muslim 11/03/2021

Momin ki Dua : The believer's supplication / prayer. She was his everything, He was her many things. Her smile was his peace, His pain-she never could see. He broke just to build her dreams, She forgot what his silence means. She thought she was strong and smart, He knew her soft, innocent heart. He forgave her every wrong, She kept hurting him all along. She realized it when love had gone, He'd already left... and moved on. ************* I don't know how this description is guys, I just try to describe what this story about. But I will request you to just give it try. You won't be disappointed, I can assure you

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(Unwanted series#1) Ever heard of any unwanted person? Ever? Aziya was also one of them, an unwanted. No one wanted her. She was an unwanted daughter, unwanted sister and an unwanted forced wife. Her life was full of problems and bumpy paths. Ever heard of cold hearted man? Ever? Murat was also one of them. A cold hearted man. Never showed his emotions. Want nothing but to destroy the life of his unwanted forced wife. He was forced to marry Aziya. He hated her with the bottom of his heart. Put your seatbelt tightly and grab a big bowl of popcorns. --- Most impressive ranking: Muslim#1 on 8/8/2018 Loved#1 on 12/8/2018 Alhamdulillah again #1 in what's hot list for the nth time. •~•~• Status~ Started:11/7/2018 Completed:12/8/2018

(Student-Teacher Series#1) I fell on my knees on the floor and threw my phone on the wall after hearing him. I was too late to know what had I done. I laughed then suddenly started crying. I threw everything in the room on floor. She left me to die over the guilt of destroying everything. ---- A journey of a 17 years old girls who is trying to finish her college but what happen when she fall in love with non other than her own teacher. Join their journey of love, hate, and full of twists. Let's see what will happened when they both start falling in love with each other? Will they be just have Student/Teacher relationship or more than this? Grab the bowl full of popcorns and drinks to read this book. Don't know if you need tissues but still grab them too. Most impressive ranking: #59 in society (17/6/2018) #56 in society (18/6/2018) #53 in society (23/6/2018) #3 in agegape (26/6/2018) #2 in agegape (28/6/2018) Alhamdulillah! Also countless times in what's hot list. Published: 12th June, 2018. Completed: 31st August, 2018.